Link to my first appeal:https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/capybara-unban-appeal-and-apology.9033/
Dear Loka,
First off I would like to apologize to all of the staff and players I harmed with my actions while on the server and over discord. I am very sorry to anyone who I harmed with my words and I really hope you can forgive me. I have come to the forums to state my reasoning for why I should be considered to be given a second chance. About 8 months ago on March 24th, I was permanently banned for harassment. I am not exactly sure who I harassed to receive the final ban but I know who I was at the time and know I was warned multiple times for my behavior. Since my ban I have completely quit video games and have had little contact with anyone in the community. I would like to reiterate from my last ban appeal that I have changed my ways since the punishment. I used to be a very toxic individual and taking time away from games to focus on myself has helped me realize that I was in a very bad place before. I used to play many hours everyday with no breaks and it was very unhealthy. This paired with my health issues - (I would be sick for almost a month at a time with long covid and then some other diseases) led me to a very bad mental state. I have overcome these health challenges now and have matured and grown in these last 8 months. I know that these events were no excuse for my actions and I know it is inexcusable to ever be unkind to anyone and if I am given a second chance I would love to be able to prove to you all that I have changed. I am really sorry to anyone who I offended or was unkind to in my time on the server and if anyone would like a personal apology from me I am more than happy to give you one (dm me on discord my tag is capybara92). I am really sorry to anyone who I harmed with my words in the past and I hope that I can be given a second chance. I know who I was as an individual those months ago and I feel that I have matured and grown to the point where I can come back. If I am given a second chance I will make the most of it and show my true kind self to anyone I meet or reunite with.
I would also like to address any confusion of alting following my ban. A while before my ban I had my brother whitelisted so we could play together. After I was banned my brother told me that he logged on a few times as per usual and was banned too. i understand why he was banned as it makes sense for if one person is banned than the rest of the household should be as well. I fully understand how this could be seen as an attempt to alt and I want you all to know that I was not alting and I get why he was banned as well. I am sorry for any confusion this caused and am sorry to any admins who had to take time out of their day to deal with this situation. I know alting is a very serious offense which is why I have no intentions of doing it whatsoever and never will.
I get that my last appeal was too soon after my ban but I feel that in the last 8 months and especially the last few months i have really matured as an individual and would just like to stress how sorry i am for my actions and conduct. I now understand the importance of kindness in any community, especially this one, and if I am given the opportunity to return I will treat everyone with kindness and respect no matter what. I feel that I have grown over these last 8 months and would love to show you all who I am now and how I have changed. I would be extremely grateful to be given a second chance and to be a part of this wonderful community again. Once again I am extremely sorry for the way I acted and if I am given a second chance I promise that I will be respectful, kind, and show off the best version of myself of who I am today to the server. I really regret my actions and I would like to truly, sincerely apologize to you one last time, staff and anyone I affected negatively with my actions in the community.
Please leave your opinions on my appeal in the comments, and thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this! I hope you all in the Loka community have a great holiday season and an amazing end of the year!
Sincerely,
Capybara
Edit: someone who I was unkind to in the past after seeing my appeal reached out to me and asked that I put this on my appeal.
Dear Loka,
First off I would like to apologize to all of the staff and players I harmed with my actions while on the server and over discord. I am very sorry to anyone who I harmed with my words and I really hope you can forgive me. I have come to the forums to state my reasoning for why I should be considered to be given a second chance. About 8 months ago on March 24th, I was permanently banned for harassment. I am not exactly sure who I harassed to receive the final ban but I know who I was at the time and know I was warned multiple times for my behavior. Since my ban I have completely quit video games and have had little contact with anyone in the community. I would like to reiterate from my last ban appeal that I have changed my ways since the punishment. I used to be a very toxic individual and taking time away from games to focus on myself has helped me realize that I was in a very bad place before. I used to play many hours everyday with no breaks and it was very unhealthy. This paired with my health issues - (I would be sick for almost a month at a time with long covid and then some other diseases) led me to a very bad mental state. I have overcome these health challenges now and have matured and grown in these last 8 months. I know that these events were no excuse for my actions and I know it is inexcusable to ever be unkind to anyone and if I am given a second chance I would love to be able to prove to you all that I have changed. I am really sorry to anyone who I offended or was unkind to in my time on the server and if anyone would like a personal apology from me I am more than happy to give you one (dm me on discord my tag is capybara92). I am really sorry to anyone who I harmed with my words in the past and I hope that I can be given a second chance. I know who I was as an individual those months ago and I feel that I have matured and grown to the point where I can come back. If I am given a second chance I will make the most of it and show my true kind self to anyone I meet or reunite with.
I would also like to address any confusion of alting following my ban. A while before my ban I had my brother whitelisted so we could play together. After I was banned my brother told me that he logged on a few times as per usual and was banned too. i understand why he was banned as it makes sense for if one person is banned than the rest of the household should be as well. I fully understand how this could be seen as an attempt to alt and I want you all to know that I was not alting and I get why he was banned as well. I am sorry for any confusion this caused and am sorry to any admins who had to take time out of their day to deal with this situation. I know alting is a very serious offense which is why I have no intentions of doing it whatsoever and never will.
I get that my last appeal was too soon after my ban but I feel that in the last 8 months and especially the last few months i have really matured as an individual and would just like to stress how sorry i am for my actions and conduct. I now understand the importance of kindness in any community, especially this one, and if I am given the opportunity to return I will treat everyone with kindness and respect no matter what. I feel that I have grown over these last 8 months and would love to show you all who I am now and how I have changed. I would be extremely grateful to be given a second chance and to be a part of this wonderful community again. Once again I am extremely sorry for the way I acted and if I am given a second chance I promise that I will be respectful, kind, and show off the best version of myself of who I am today to the server. I really regret my actions and I would like to truly, sincerely apologize to you one last time, staff and anyone I affected negatively with my actions in the community.
Please leave your opinions on my appeal in the comments, and thank you so much for taking time out of your day to read this! I hope you all in the Loka community have a great holiday season and an amazing end of the year!
Sincerely,
Capybara
Edit: someone who I was unkind to in the past after seeing my appeal reached out to me and asked that I put this on my appeal.
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