Good afternoon everyone (players and staff), this is my third attempt to appeal my ban due to harassment and hate speech. (This ban was given 2 years ago)
My last appeal attempt was 1 full year ago. I was banned for continuing the same behaviors for which I was banned in the first place. During this year I have given myself the task of thinking, analyzing and reflecting on everything I have done throughout my life on the Internet, I have tried to mature as much as possible and change as a person on and off the Internet, trying to be more . relaxed with the people around me, without resorting to mockery for no reason, as I did before. And upon reflection I have realized that toxicity is not good at all (it is something very obvious, I know) but it took me a long time to learn this lesson, and the good thing about having been able to learn it on my own is that I have much more left. marked in my memory. I used to think that toxicity was a form of fun, but while I was having fun, I was ruining other people's gaming experience. Therefore, lately I have tried as much as possible to leave toxicity aside, until eliminating it, I have learned to ignore toxic people (which I recommend doing in all cases) to avoid returning to this stage of my life.
During this year of reflection, I had the idea to visit my old messages, realizing the level of hate speech I was dealing with, how difficult it was to maintain a conversation without resorting to insults for no reason and how bad I made people feel. on some occasions. As I said in my last appeal, I apologize to all the people I attack directly or indirectly, inside and outside this server, inside and outside this community. I also apologize if I have made any inappropriate comments over the past few months. I have apologized to many of these people and consider myself to be on good terms with most of them, although there are some people who are still angry with me, and I completely understand them. For those people who are still angry with me, know that I am sorry for all my attacks of hate towards you.
This year I have also started to discover new communities and things that interested me, discovering new people which has helped me improve as a person and change the ridiculous attitude I had before, an attitude which was the reason for my ban. I would like to go back so I can play with my friends (or at least the few that are left) to pass the time and enjoy those moments when I have nothing to do.
I consider that I am currently in a good mindset, and I am grateful for the ban I received, since without it, I would probably have continued with the same behaviors I had 2 years ago. I took this ban as an opportunity to change as a person on and off the internet, with acquaintances and strangers and thus leave the "fragile ego" aside and stop basing my personality on insulting people online.
Finally, I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this in full, I wish you a good afternoon, thank you again and sorry if my English is not the best.
My last appeal attempt was 1 full year ago. I was banned for continuing the same behaviors for which I was banned in the first place. During this year I have given myself the task of thinking, analyzing and reflecting on everything I have done throughout my life on the Internet, I have tried to mature as much as possible and change as a person on and off the Internet, trying to be more . relaxed with the people around me, without resorting to mockery for no reason, as I did before. And upon reflection I have realized that toxicity is not good at all (it is something very obvious, I know) but it took me a long time to learn this lesson, and the good thing about having been able to learn it on my own is that I have much more left. marked in my memory. I used to think that toxicity was a form of fun, but while I was having fun, I was ruining other people's gaming experience. Therefore, lately I have tried as much as possible to leave toxicity aside, until eliminating it, I have learned to ignore toxic people (which I recommend doing in all cases) to avoid returning to this stage of my life.
During this year of reflection, I had the idea to visit my old messages, realizing the level of hate speech I was dealing with, how difficult it was to maintain a conversation without resorting to insults for no reason and how bad I made people feel. on some occasions. As I said in my last appeal, I apologize to all the people I attack directly or indirectly, inside and outside this server, inside and outside this community. I also apologize if I have made any inappropriate comments over the past few months. I have apologized to many of these people and consider myself to be on good terms with most of them, although there are some people who are still angry with me, and I completely understand them. For those people who are still angry with me, know that I am sorry for all my attacks of hate towards you.
This year I have also started to discover new communities and things that interested me, discovering new people which has helped me improve as a person and change the ridiculous attitude I had before, an attitude which was the reason for my ban. I would like to go back so I can play with my friends (or at least the few that are left) to pass the time and enjoy those moments when I have nothing to do.
I consider that I am currently in a good mindset, and I am grateful for the ban I received, since without it, I would probably have continued with the same behaviors I had 2 years ago. I took this ban as an opportunity to change as a person on and off the internet, with acquaintances and strangers and thus leave the "fragile ego" aside and stop basing my personality on insulting people online.
Finally, I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this in full, I wish you a good afternoon, thank you again and sorry if my English is not the best.
