Hello loka members and staff, let me start this off by apologizing to anyone who I was toxic to in the past and I hope you can read this appeal and forgive my actions. This is my first unban appeal. I am appealing for my ban 3 months ago.
The Reason I was BANNED
I was banned from loka on 6/21/2024 for Hate Speech. The reason I was banned is because, 1 month prior to my ban so some time during May, during a loka ranked duel I lost to Rezza (ign Rvzza) and sense I am muted in game on loka I took my anger and frustration it to his dm’s and called him the f slur and told him to kill himself. Later I apologized to him and I thought things were cool. On June 21st of this year he decided to report me for the things I said then for Hate Speech. Rezza’s reasoning for reporting me was because he was bored. Although we vc’d often Rezza still didn't see us as friends and this ultimately led to my ban. This doesn't matter though, I still was in the wrong for this and it was very ignorant. Prior to my ban I wasn't mad at Rezza. I asked him in dms about why he did this (hints why I have all this information). Nevertheless me and Rezza ended up talking things out not too long ago now we are on good terms and I would
consider us friends. Screenshots of our dms ↓↓↓
History/Change
When I first joined loka, I was an ignorant 14 year old kid who said anything and everything. I was very toxic and was just overall just a hater and a bad person. I came from other servers that didn't have strict enforcements and quickly realized ya'll don't mess around. I personally like the fact you guys are strict and I feel it betters the community and the enjoyment of the game a lot more and really teaches people how to act. I had said some horrible things before I was muted and over my 3 unmute appeals that I had posted not one of them has gotten accepted for reasonable terms. I used to hang out with bad influences and was not the greatest myself. Although that, I think I have overall changed a lot as a person and my ban. I have humbled my ego and tried to recover friendships that I have lost overtime. I genuinely think and believe that I have improved as a person. I have worked on my anger and lashing out on others. I used to be really bad with these things. For example whenever a slight inconvenience would happen I would lash out on others and blame them instead of myself. Overall though as a person I have totally changed and I think I am ready to come back to the loka community. (PSA I have beefed with other loka players but nothing goes outside of loka, just friendly loka beef.)
Time Off Loka
Since I've been banned I have branched out into other games and took a break from Minecraft as a whole. I do play servers like hoplite and duel on mcclub here and there but overall I do not play much. I have been hanging out with people from my friend group (Ascended) and we have just been having a good time. They are pretty good people and for the most part we have all taken a break from minecraft. Since my ban I have taken a good break from the community of loka and for the most part have been staying low.
Conclusion
Finally, I do agree with my ban and I think 100% I was in the wrong and I was VERY ignorant for saying these childish slurs and hate speech. I think what I did was disgusting and unforgivable. Even saying all this, I honestly do think I have changed as a person and personally believe that I deserve another chance and will do no wrong if given the chance. I hope the loka admins the best and to keep doing what there doing. I appreciate you all.
The Reason I was BANNED
I was banned from loka on 6/21/2024 for Hate Speech. The reason I was banned is because, 1 month prior to my ban so some time during May, during a loka ranked duel I lost to Rezza (ign Rvzza) and sense I am muted in game on loka I took my anger and frustration it to his dm’s and called him the f slur and told him to kill himself. Later I apologized to him and I thought things were cool. On June 21st of this year he decided to report me for the things I said then for Hate Speech. Rezza’s reasoning for reporting me was because he was bored. Although we vc’d often Rezza still didn't see us as friends and this ultimately led to my ban. This doesn't matter though, I still was in the wrong for this and it was very ignorant. Prior to my ban I wasn't mad at Rezza. I asked him in dms about why he did this (hints why I have all this information). Nevertheless me and Rezza ended up talking things out not too long ago now we are on good terms and I would
consider us friends. Screenshots of our dms ↓↓↓
History/Change
When I first joined loka, I was an ignorant 14 year old kid who said anything and everything. I was very toxic and was just overall just a hater and a bad person. I came from other servers that didn't have strict enforcements and quickly realized ya'll don't mess around. I personally like the fact you guys are strict and I feel it betters the community and the enjoyment of the game a lot more and really teaches people how to act. I had said some horrible things before I was muted and over my 3 unmute appeals that I had posted not one of them has gotten accepted for reasonable terms. I used to hang out with bad influences and was not the greatest myself. Although that, I think I have overall changed a lot as a person and my ban. I have humbled my ego and tried to recover friendships that I have lost overtime. I genuinely think and believe that I have improved as a person. I have worked on my anger and lashing out on others. I used to be really bad with these things. For example whenever a slight inconvenience would happen I would lash out on others and blame them instead of myself. Overall though as a person I have totally changed and I think I am ready to come back to the loka community. (PSA I have beefed with other loka players but nothing goes outside of loka, just friendly loka beef.)
Time Off Loka
Since I've been banned I have branched out into other games and took a break from Minecraft as a whole. I do play servers like hoplite and duel on mcclub here and there but overall I do not play much. I have been hanging out with people from my friend group (Ascended) and we have just been having a good time. They are pretty good people and for the most part we have all taken a break from minecraft. Since my ban I have taken a good break from the community of loka and for the most part have been staying low.
Conclusion
Finally, I do agree with my ban and I think 100% I was in the wrong and I was VERY ignorant for saying these childish slurs and hate speech. I think what I did was disgusting and unforgivable. Even saying all this, I honestly do think I have changed as a person and personally believe that I deserve another chance and will do no wrong if given the chance. I hope the loka admins the best and to keep doing what there doing. I appreciate you all.
