I'll say first hand that I've never had any personal issues with you. I've only ever tried to enforce rules to the best of my ability and judgment. You've disliked me ever since I kicked you from Dragonstone back when we were part of Osiris due to the fact that you couldn't work with Psy. I am sorry if that left a bad taste in your mouth.
As far as the server is concerned, I uphold the responsibilities given to me. We on the admin team exercise checks and balances to ensure there aren't any unfair decisions made. The oversight we have with one another keeps us honest but there will always be other beliefs. On this note, I'm sorry again for anything that has given you a poor impression of myself as an admin or anyone else on our team. I speak for myself when I say we do what is best for the server and its players in any given situation or correct decisions made if the initial call wasn't the best one.
If you decide to appeal your ban, I'll allow the rest of the admin team to make the call since I issued it. I can only express my opinion. You're a good addition so long as you don't allow yourself to give in to anger or frustration. We're all guilty of it. Even I fly off the handle and have to quickly correct myself when it comes to certain circumstances. We're all human. I hope to see you return and enjoy the place because there is, like you said, no place like Loka.
Good luck and godspeed.