Sorry

[EastBowmen]

I felt the need to make this forum post because I've gotten into a lot of trouble recently. Around a month ago, Loka started to get boring for me so I decided it was time for a change. From then to now, I've been a more aggressive player. I have been more active in raiding and pvp than ever before. Unfortunately, I've broken a few rules while doing so. These actions resulted in my reputation dropping to what now is nothing. To add on, I've also been a jerk to some of you in the past month. It took me a while to realize this, but once I came to my senses, I couldn't stop thinking about how many people's trust I've lost. This includes my old town owner, old alliance, and the majority of the server.
This past month or so has really changed everything for me. Sure, I may have gained a lot of gear, but at the same time I also lost all of the friends I once had, all of the trust I once had, and to add on, I'm now living solo. I think about what I've done to myself and to some of you guys every night, and I would erase the past month in a heartbeat. Most of you may think of me as a cheater or a non-trustworthy person, but that's not who I am. I'm now back on the right tracks and on the journey to a new and improved life in Loka. I hope all of you can forgive me for everything I've done, but I know it won't be easy. I'm not the same person as you last saw me, because I will no longer be raiding or participating in world pvp for a long while unless someone needs my help. Instead, I will be providing help and supplies to everyone that needs it. Sometimes people take a bad step in life and all they need is a little guidance to get back on tracks. The one gift I want for Christmas is trust. It may be a lot to ask for after everything I've done, but it would mean the world to me if you could look at my name and think of me the same way you did one month ago. Because gifts go both ways, list any gear or items you would like for Christmas on Loka and I will try my best to get them for you.

Merry Christmas,
(New)East

* I wasn't sure what section this should go in but it felt like PvP matched it more than anything else *

 

[Ronshaud]

This thread should be on General Discussion Ban Disputes.. You forgive and forget.. So I forgive you, don't know about anyone else. I understand you were trying to make more conflict on Loka, but you got a lil carried away.

 

[MasterAegon]

As we've discussed, I forgive you but rest assured I won't trust your for a long time. I've taken up for you with burning fervor only to have you make the mistake you've made. Also, as discussed, it's going to be up to you now to prove whether or not you can be trusted in the future and that will come from such a long term attempt it will test your resolve toward whether or not you've really changed.

Loka is the most unique and best community you'll ever find. Be hopeful you make a full return and I advise you take necessary steps to make amends. You'd have to be a proverbial monk at this point, taking a vow of pacifism unless it's BG or arena.

In addition to your apology I'm going to make my own. For the instances that I have nearly gotten into fights while defending you, I am sorry. I apologize profusely because the effort was undeserved. It pains me to say so but it has to be said. I'm sorry for everything because it's not how I operate nor is it the standard I hold people to in Dragonstone.

In conclusion, I wish you the best. I hope you get to return and make a drastic change. Good luck and Godspeed.