aliitsme
Active Member
hey loka staff and peoples
I was muted early in the year for some of the hurtful things I said to players whom beat me in zyre and ranked, I would like to preface this appeal with the statement that this appeal isn't a justification nor an excuse of my behaviour.
in my personal values and beliefs I believe reformation and rehabilitation is a three step process.
step 1.
I recognised the harm in my actions and how spouting nonsense regarding somebodies character does not educate nor improve anybodies lives, I spoke out of line consistently to compensate for skill which I lacked, not them. For that I would like to apoligise to those who have been affected by my words and behaviour.
step 2.
I understood the consequences of my behaviour, and in my innately human nature will have these kind of negative thoughts again in my head however understand the harm they cause and will stop myself from verbalising my discontent and instead extinguish it through alternative pathways such as walking away from the game after a tough match.
step 3.
I practice and will continue to practice this excersising of self control and understanding of how poor behaviour affects others. I will not perpetuate the behaviour that I have played a role in the past. I can promise that the behaviour I display on Loka and elsewhere is synoynmous with my newfound built up self control.
Look. Getting mad at games is common yes, and I am sure I will continue to get upset at ranked or zyre, but the key difference is that I will instead walk away and cool down rather then running my mouth at some undeserving person, this isnt an appeal to say I am a completely untethered, calm, dont care, person. I am not that person, I dont know if i ever will be, this is an appeal to state that I will not display my negative thoughts to the community and I can and will be a positive influence on LokaMC.
After taking a considerable amount of time away from Loka and minecraft as a whole to complete my examinations for my final year. I can happily say I am excited to explore the new and exciting content that Loka has produced and share my thoughts with the community.
So to conclude, I believe I am deserving of an unmute as my behaviour no longer reflects that of the past, and instead focuses on the improvement of the community.
I am sorry for my past behaviour.
Thank you for reading and I hope everybody enjoys the summer <3
I was muted early in the year for some of the hurtful things I said to players whom beat me in zyre and ranked, I would like to preface this appeal with the statement that this appeal isn't a justification nor an excuse of my behaviour.
in my personal values and beliefs I believe reformation and rehabilitation is a three step process.
step 1.
I recognised the harm in my actions and how spouting nonsense regarding somebodies character does not educate nor improve anybodies lives, I spoke out of line consistently to compensate for skill which I lacked, not them. For that I would like to apoligise to those who have been affected by my words and behaviour.
step 2.
I understood the consequences of my behaviour, and in my innately human nature will have these kind of negative thoughts again in my head however understand the harm they cause and will stop myself from verbalising my discontent and instead extinguish it through alternative pathways such as walking away from the game after a tough match.
step 3.
I practice and will continue to practice this excersising of self control and understanding of how poor behaviour affects others. I will not perpetuate the behaviour that I have played a role in the past. I can promise that the behaviour I display on Loka and elsewhere is synoynmous with my newfound built up self control.
Look. Getting mad at games is common yes, and I am sure I will continue to get upset at ranked or zyre, but the key difference is that I will instead walk away and cool down rather then running my mouth at some undeserving person, this isnt an appeal to say I am a completely untethered, calm, dont care, person. I am not that person, I dont know if i ever will be, this is an appeal to state that I will not display my negative thoughts to the community and I can and will be a positive influence on LokaMC.
After taking a considerable amount of time away from Loka and minecraft as a whole to complete my examinations for my final year. I can happily say I am excited to explore the new and exciting content that Loka has produced and share my thoughts with the community.
So to conclude, I believe I am deserving of an unmute as my behaviour no longer reflects that of the past, and instead focuses on the improvement of the community.
I am sorry for my past behaviour.
Thank you for reading and I hope everybody enjoys the summer <3
