Hello Loka community, I am Alzxdnr (current username Bonkey1) and I was banned on the 24th of december 2023 for hate speech/harassment.
The reason for me getting banned was back then I was a generally horrid person to be around at the time being rude to everyone even my own friends because of my own problems at the time aswell as taking my anger out on others in the community, after an outburst of anger towards 404Lucas, a well-known player in the community, where I said horrendous things I truly regret saying. This was the main incident that got me banned from loka however there were many things that built up to my ban weeks prior, leading me to receiving many warnings in just one month.
Link to 1st appeal https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/alzxdnr-unban-appeal.8716/
Over the past 12 months I have apologized to and reconciled with 404Lucas and many other Loka players that I used to be at odds with, as well as those with whom I had tensions with on other servers. I have made sure to cut out racial and homophobic slurs out of my vocabulary, after swiftly realizing that they were extremely immature and inappropriate to use in any situation, especially when arguing over the internet. My actions towards others in the community and others had been horrible over those 3 prior years and I think over the past year I have evolved and matured as a person, changing how I act and present myself online.
I have also taken a complete break from any Loka community related discords. I worked, first and foremost, on myself, and then on bettering the community as much as I could. I currently run a very successful texture pack server with over a thousand members, who often give me positive feedback in regards to how much their experience was made better through what I provided. I have heard that many of those packs are used by players on plenty of servers today, even on Loka itself. Even though I have took a break from many loka communities I have stayed in contact with many people that I have met through loka and Im grateful for what loka has given me.
I can now confidently say that I am now a much better person always striving to improve as a person and treat those around me better no matter how they treat me. I believe myself to be ready to return to Loka, a server on which I have met many great people, and made many cherished memories with the people I have spent the majority of time playing with on loka and other servers.
I sincerely apologize to the Loka staff aswell for continuously ignoring the warnings they have given me, including about the 3 month rule on loka appeals, I should've taken time to read the rules before making my previous appeal but thank you for this opportunity.
Also this appeal may look alot like the appeal I made in september however I got permission off of Koi someone who has helped me out with everything since my ban and he gave permission to use some of my appeal in september due to the circumstances.
(I tweaked a fair bit of it though)
The reason for me getting banned was back then I was a generally horrid person to be around at the time being rude to everyone even my own friends because of my own problems at the time aswell as taking my anger out on others in the community, after an outburst of anger towards 404Lucas, a well-known player in the community, where I said horrendous things I truly regret saying. This was the main incident that got me banned from loka however there were many things that built up to my ban weeks prior, leading me to receiving many warnings in just one month.
Link to 1st appeal https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/alzxdnr-unban-appeal.8716/
Over the past 12 months I have apologized to and reconciled with 404Lucas and many other Loka players that I used to be at odds with, as well as those with whom I had tensions with on other servers. I have made sure to cut out racial and homophobic slurs out of my vocabulary, after swiftly realizing that they were extremely immature and inappropriate to use in any situation, especially when arguing over the internet. My actions towards others in the community and others had been horrible over those 3 prior years and I think over the past year I have evolved and matured as a person, changing how I act and present myself online.
I have also taken a complete break from any Loka community related discords. I worked, first and foremost, on myself, and then on bettering the community as much as I could. I currently run a very successful texture pack server with over a thousand members, who often give me positive feedback in regards to how much their experience was made better through what I provided. I have heard that many of those packs are used by players on plenty of servers today, even on Loka itself. Even though I have took a break from many loka communities I have stayed in contact with many people that I have met through loka and Im grateful for what loka has given me.
I can now confidently say that I am now a much better person always striving to improve as a person and treat those around me better no matter how they treat me. I believe myself to be ready to return to Loka, a server on which I have met many great people, and made many cherished memories with the people I have spent the majority of time playing with on loka and other servers.
I sincerely apologize to the Loka staff aswell for continuously ignoring the warnings they have given me, including about the 3 month rule on loka appeals, I should've taken time to read the rules before making my previous appeal but thank you for this opportunity.
Also this appeal may look alot like the appeal I made in september however I got permission off of Koi someone who has helped me out with everything since my ban and he gave permission to use some of my appeal in september due to the circumstances.
(I tweaked a fair bit of it though)
