My fellow Lokans,
I want to start by taking full responsibility and accountability for my actions. About 700 days ago, I created and participated in an alliance discord that nurtured racist, homophobic, and hateful behavior. I casually dropped hateful comments and slurs along with gifs and images. The only way to explain this discord is as a full n-word discord. The discord was made in poor taste and what took place in it was disgusting. It wasn't edgy or funny, it caused the server harm. This behavior set a horrible example, especially for the younger members of the server, and was completely out of hand. Hate speech is never okay. I would like to sincerely apologize to the community and those involved.
In the time since, I've been focused on becoming a better person. I am on my way to graduating with a higher degree and beginning my career. This journey pushed me to grow and has learn important life lessons. I now understand that the impact that words have on people cannot be understated, and if given another chance, I would contribute to positively to the community rather than spreading hateful comments for validation. While I can't take back what I have done, I hope that anyone who was part of that discord has also had the chance to reflect and changed for the better.
In my previous appeal, I've mentioned my actions after my rightful ban, but I want to be absolutely clear they are not excuses for my previous behavior. I strongly feel that I have turned a new leaf and I would appreciate the opportunity to prove that to the community that has had a big impact on my childhood. Through my actions, I have betrayed the trust of the community I was once part of and I understand this is not an easy thing to gain back.
Thank you for taking the time to read and consider my appeal.
I want to start by taking full responsibility and accountability for my actions. About 700 days ago, I created and participated in an alliance discord that nurtured racist, homophobic, and hateful behavior. I casually dropped hateful comments and slurs along with gifs and images. The only way to explain this discord is as a full n-word discord. The discord was made in poor taste and what took place in it was disgusting. It wasn't edgy or funny, it caused the server harm. This behavior set a horrible example, especially for the younger members of the server, and was completely out of hand. Hate speech is never okay. I would like to sincerely apologize to the community and those involved.
In the time since, I've been focused on becoming a better person. I am on my way to graduating with a higher degree and beginning my career. This journey pushed me to grow and has learn important life lessons. I now understand that the impact that words have on people cannot be understated, and if given another chance, I would contribute to positively to the community rather than spreading hateful comments for validation. While I can't take back what I have done, I hope that anyone who was part of that discord has also had the chance to reflect and changed for the better.
In my previous appeal, I've mentioned my actions after my rightful ban, but I want to be absolutely clear they are not excuses for my previous behavior. I strongly feel that I have turned a new leaf and I would appreciate the opportunity to prove that to the community that has had a big impact on my childhood. Through my actions, I have betrayed the trust of the community I was once part of and I understand this is not an easy thing to gain back.
Thank you for taking the time to read and consider my appeal.
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