Gummp1
Member
Ban Date 29 December 2024 (29/12/2024)
In Game Name dukecan_
Reason of the ban Harassment
English
My Ban Appeal
Hello everyone, I honestly thought a lot about what I should write in this appeal. I have appealed three times before, and my ban was not lifted on two of those occasions. So this time, instead of trying to prove that I was right, I want to openly accept the things I did.
Towards the end of 2024, a friend of mine was taking a tier test on the Stray server, and I was watching the test. During the test, the person he was fighting kept running away from my friend and trying to make the Strength II effect run out. I got angry at the time and, without thinking, insulted him and made disrespectful comments about his religious beliefs.
Looking back at that incident now, I am genuinely ashamed of what I did. Being disrespectful toward another person's religious beliefs over something that happened in a video game was honestly ridiculous. At the time, I acted without thinking about how wrong my behavior was, but after all this time, I understand it much better.
I am not saying this as an excuse. What I did was wrong, and I take responsibility for it.
Over the time that has passed, I have thought a lot about the things I did in the past, the people I hurt, which of my behaviors were wrong, and why I acted that way. As time passed, I came to understand more clearly that getting angry over a game or arguing with people in a disrespectful way has no real meaning.
When I think about the person I used to be, I am genuinely ashamed. Especially when I remember the times when I disrespected people's values, I get angry at myself because I now understand how unnecessary that kind of behavior was.
During this time, I have tried to change myself. I have tried to communicate with people more properly, not get angry immediately during arguments, and think about how the other person might feel before doing something.
I do not want to act without thinking like I used to. I am not claiming to be a perfect person, but I believe I am very different from the person I was in the past.
If I have wronged anyone in the past or made anyone uncomfortable because of something I did, I sincerely apologize to all of them.
My Previous Appeals
In my first appeal, I was told that not enough time had passed. At the time, it was difficult for me to accept that, but looking back now, I think that having more time pass may actually have been better for me.
In my second appeal, during the time when Reborn and I were friends, he showed me a photograph of himself on camera, and I shared that photograph on Discord without his permission. I also accept that this was wrong. I should not have shared his photograph without his permission, and I also apologize for arguing with him afterward.
In my third appeal, a player named Daqniel had a picture of a baby killer on his profile, and I sent him a rat emoji as a message. My intention was to call the person in the profile picture a rat, but if he interpreted it as racism, I am genuinely sorry. That was not my intention, but I am still sorry if it was misunderstood.
I am not explaining these things to make myself look innocent or to justify myself. I simply want to acknowledge the things I did in the past without hiding them.
Why Should My Ban Be Lifted
I genuinely want my ban to be lifted because I have wanted to play on Loka again for a long time. My friends play here, they play Town together, and they spend time together. I want to be able to play with them in the same place again.
It has been genuinely difficult for me to find another server where I can play with my friends and that I consider to be on the same quality level as Loka. That is why being able to play on Loka again after such a long time is very important to me.
I do not want to write an empty apology just to get my ban lifted. I have genuinely thought about many things during this time, and I believe I have changed.
I have only been banned like this once in my life, and I have realized the mistakes I made. I also know that what I did cannot simply be undone, but I am still asking you for one final chance.
This is my fourth appeal, and I am genuinely asking for one last chance. If my ban is lifted, I will appreciate the opportunity, I will not repeat the mistakes I made in the past, I will be more careful toward other people, and I will not act without thinking when an argument happens.
I know that simply apologizing does not undo what I did. I understand that. What matters is not repeating the same mistakes from now on.
I apologize to the Loka staff and to all the players I have made uncomfortable in the past. I especially want to apologize once again to the person whose religious beliefs I disrespected.
If you give me one more chance, I genuinely want to make the most of it. I have wanted to play on this server again for a long time, and I will not waste this opportunity.
Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal. I hope I have been able to express myself more properly this time.
Please read this part
The reason it was perceived as AI-generated might be that I wrote my objection in Turkish and translated it into English using ChatGPT; DeepL had a 500-word limit, and I didn't quite trust Google Translate. I am sorry about my english i hope it's appeal is understandable. Aİ Detector is detectating just english part.
Türkçe
Yasaklama İtirazım
herkese selam ben dukecan bu itirazi yazarken gercekten ne yazmam gerektigini cok dusundum cunku daha once 3 kere itiraz yaptim ve ikisinde de banim acilmadi bu yuzden bu sefer kendimi hakli cikarmaya calismak yerine yaptigim seyleri oldugu gibi kabul ederek yazmak istiyorum 2024 yilinin sonlarina dogru Stray sunucusunda bir arkadasimin tier testi vardi ben de testi izliyordum test sirasinda karsisindaki kisi surekli arkadasimdan kaciyordu ve Kuvvet 2 efektinin suresini doldurmaya calisiyordu ben de o sirada sinirlenip dusunmeden hakaret ettim ve sahsin dini degerlerine hakaret ettim simdi o zamanki olaya baktigimda yaptigim seyden gercekten utaniyorum bir oyun icinde yasanan bir olay yuzunden baska bir insanin dini degerlerine karsi boyle bir saygisizlik yapmam gercekten sacma bir seydi o zamanlar yaptigim seyin ne kadar yanlis oldugunu dusunmeden hareket etmistim ama simdi aradan gecen zaman sayesinde daha iyi anliyorum bunu bahane olarak anlatmiyorum yaptigim sey yanlisti ve sorumlulugunu kabul ediyorum aradan gecen zamanda gecmiste yaptigim seyleri cok dusundum kimleri kirdigimi hangi davranislarimin yanlis oldugunu ve neden boyle davrandigimi dusundum zaman gectikce oyun icin sinirlenmenin veya insanlarla kotu sekilde tartismanin aslinda hicbir anlami olmadigini daha iyi anladim eski halimi dusundugumde gercekten utaniyorum ozellikle insanlarin degerlerine saygi gostermedigim zamanlari hatirladikca kendime kiziyorum cunku artik boyle bir davranisin ne kadar gereksiz oldugunu anlayabiliyorum bu surecte kendimi degistirmeye calistim insanlarla daha duzgun konusmaya tartisma sirasinda hemen sinirlenmemeye ve bir sey yapmadan once karsimdaki insanin nasil hissedebilecegini dusunmeye calisiyorum eskisi gibi dusunmeden hareket etmek istemiyorum mukemmel biri oldugumu soylemiyorum ama gecmisteki halimden cok daha farkli oldugumu dusunuyorum. Gecmiste kime karsi bir yanlisim olduysa veya yaptigim bir seyden dolayi biri rahatsiz olduysa hepsinden ozur diliyorum.
Önceki İtirazlarım
İlk itirazimda bana gecen surenin yeterli olmadigi soylenmisti o zaman bunu kabul etmek benim icin zor olmustu ama simdi geriye donup baktigimda daha fazla zaman gecmesinin belki de benim icin daha iyi oldugunu dusunuyorum
ikinci itirazimda Reborn ile arkadas oldugumuz donemde bana kamera acip gosterdigi fotografi kendi izni olmadan Discordda paylasmistim bunun da yanlis oldugunu kabul ediyorum kendisinin izni olmadan fotografini paylasmamam gerekiyordu ayrica sonrasinda kendisiyle tartistigim icin de ozur diliyorum
Ücuncu itirazimda Daqniel isimli oyuncu kendi profiline bebek katili koymustu ben de kendisine mesaj olarak fare emojisi attim benim amacim profildeki kisiye fare demekti ama kendisi bunu irkcilik olarak algiladiysa gercekten uzgunum boyle bir amacim yoktu ama yanlis anlasildiysa bunun icin de üzgünüm
Bunlari kendimi hakli cikarmak icin anlatmiyorum sadece gecmiste yaptigim seyleri saklamadan kabul etmek istiyorum
Neden Banım Açılmalı
Banimin acilmasini gercekten istiyorum cunku uzun zamandir Lokada tekrar oynamak istiyorum arkadaslarim burada oynuyorlar beraber Town oynuyorlar beraber vakit geciriyorlar ben de tekrar onlarla ayni yerde oynayabilmek istiyorum. arkadaslarimla beraber oynayabilecegim ve Loka kalitesinde gordugum baska bir sunucu bulmak benim icin gercekten zor oldu bu yuzden uzun bir aradan sonra tekrar Lokada oynamak benim icin cok onemli buraya sadece banim acilsin diye bos bir ozur yazmak istemiyorum gercekten gecen bu surede cok sey dusundum ve degistigimi dusunuyorum. Hayatimda bu sekilde sadece bir kere ban yedim ve yaptigim hatalarin farkina vardim bunun geri alinabilecek bir sey olmadigini da biliyorum ama yine de sizden son bir sans istiyorum. Bu benim dörduncu itirazim ve gercekten son kez sans istiyorum eger banim acilirsa bunun degerini bilecegim gecmiste yaptigim hatalari tekrarlamayacagim insanlara karsi daha dikkatli olacagim ve bir tartisma oldugunda dusunmeden hareket etmeyecegim. Sadece ozur dilemenin yaptiklarimi geri getirmedigini biliyorum bunun farkindayim onemli olan bundan sonra ayni seyleri tekrar etmemek Loka yetkililerinden ve gecmiste rahatsiz ettigim butun oyunculardan ozur diliyorum ozellikle dini degerlerine karsi saygisizlik yaptigim kisiden tekrar ozur diliyorum bana bir sans daha verirseniz gercekten degerlendirmek istiyorum uzun zamandir bu sunucuda tekrar oynamak istiyorum ve bu firsati bosa harcamayacagim.
Okudugunuz icin tesekkur ederim umarim bu sefer kendimi daha duzgun anlatabilmisimdir
In Game Name dukecan_
Reason of the ban Harassment
English
My Ban Appeal
Hello everyone, I honestly thought a lot about what I should write in this appeal. I have appealed three times before, and my ban was not lifted on two of those occasions. So this time, instead of trying to prove that I was right, I want to openly accept the things I did.Towards the end of 2024, a friend of mine was taking a tier test on the Stray server, and I was watching the test. During the test, the person he was fighting kept running away from my friend and trying to make the Strength II effect run out. I got angry at the time and, without thinking, insulted him and made disrespectful comments about his religious beliefs.
Looking back at that incident now, I am genuinely ashamed of what I did. Being disrespectful toward another person's religious beliefs over something that happened in a video game was honestly ridiculous. At the time, I acted without thinking about how wrong my behavior was, but after all this time, I understand it much better.
I am not saying this as an excuse. What I did was wrong, and I take responsibility for it.
Over the time that has passed, I have thought a lot about the things I did in the past, the people I hurt, which of my behaviors were wrong, and why I acted that way. As time passed, I came to understand more clearly that getting angry over a game or arguing with people in a disrespectful way has no real meaning.
When I think about the person I used to be, I am genuinely ashamed. Especially when I remember the times when I disrespected people's values, I get angry at myself because I now understand how unnecessary that kind of behavior was.
During this time, I have tried to change myself. I have tried to communicate with people more properly, not get angry immediately during arguments, and think about how the other person might feel before doing something.
I do not want to act without thinking like I used to. I am not claiming to be a perfect person, but I believe I am very different from the person I was in the past.
If I have wronged anyone in the past or made anyone uncomfortable because of something I did, I sincerely apologize to all of them.
My Previous Appeals
In my first appeal, I was told that not enough time had passed. At the time, it was difficult for me to accept that, but looking back now, I think that having more time pass may actually have been better for me.In my second appeal, during the time when Reborn and I were friends, he showed me a photograph of himself on camera, and I shared that photograph on Discord without his permission. I also accept that this was wrong. I should not have shared his photograph without his permission, and I also apologize for arguing with him afterward.
In my third appeal, a player named Daqniel had a picture of a baby killer on his profile, and I sent him a rat emoji as a message. My intention was to call the person in the profile picture a rat, but if he interpreted it as racism, I am genuinely sorry. That was not my intention, but I am still sorry if it was misunderstood.
I am not explaining these things to make myself look innocent or to justify myself. I simply want to acknowledge the things I did in the past without hiding them.
Why Should My Ban Be Lifted
I genuinely want my ban to be lifted because I have wanted to play on Loka again for a long time. My friends play here, they play Town together, and they spend time together. I want to be able to play with them in the same place again.It has been genuinely difficult for me to find another server where I can play with my friends and that I consider to be on the same quality level as Loka. That is why being able to play on Loka again after such a long time is very important to me.
I do not want to write an empty apology just to get my ban lifted. I have genuinely thought about many things during this time, and I believe I have changed.
I have only been banned like this once in my life, and I have realized the mistakes I made. I also know that what I did cannot simply be undone, but I am still asking you for one final chance.
This is my fourth appeal, and I am genuinely asking for one last chance. If my ban is lifted, I will appreciate the opportunity, I will not repeat the mistakes I made in the past, I will be more careful toward other people, and I will not act without thinking when an argument happens.
I know that simply apologizing does not undo what I did. I understand that. What matters is not repeating the same mistakes from now on.
I apologize to the Loka staff and to all the players I have made uncomfortable in the past. I especially want to apologize once again to the person whose religious beliefs I disrespected.
If you give me one more chance, I genuinely want to make the most of it. I have wanted to play on this server again for a long time, and I will not waste this opportunity.
Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal. I hope I have been able to express myself more properly this time.
Please read this part
The reason it was perceived as AI-generated might be that I wrote my objection in Turkish and translated it into English using ChatGPT; DeepL had a 500-word limit, and I didn't quite trust Google Translate. I am sorry about my english i hope it's appeal is understandable. Aİ Detector is detectating just english part.
Türkçe
Yasaklama İtirazım
herkese selam ben dukecan bu itirazi yazarken gercekten ne yazmam gerektigini cok dusundum cunku daha once 3 kere itiraz yaptim ve ikisinde de banim acilmadi bu yuzden bu sefer kendimi hakli cikarmaya calismak yerine yaptigim seyleri oldugu gibi kabul ederek yazmak istiyorum 2024 yilinin sonlarina dogru Stray sunucusunda bir arkadasimin tier testi vardi ben de testi izliyordum test sirasinda karsisindaki kisi surekli arkadasimdan kaciyordu ve Kuvvet 2 efektinin suresini doldurmaya calisiyordu ben de o sirada sinirlenip dusunmeden hakaret ettim ve sahsin dini degerlerine hakaret ettim simdi o zamanki olaya baktigimda yaptigim seyden gercekten utaniyorum bir oyun icinde yasanan bir olay yuzunden baska bir insanin dini degerlerine karsi boyle bir saygisizlik yapmam gercekten sacma bir seydi o zamanlar yaptigim seyin ne kadar yanlis oldugunu dusunmeden hareket etmistim ama simdi aradan gecen zaman sayesinde daha iyi anliyorum bunu bahane olarak anlatmiyorum yaptigim sey yanlisti ve sorumlulugunu kabul ediyorum aradan gecen zamanda gecmiste yaptigim seyleri cok dusundum kimleri kirdigimi hangi davranislarimin yanlis oldugunu ve neden boyle davrandigimi dusundum zaman gectikce oyun icin sinirlenmenin veya insanlarla kotu sekilde tartismanin aslinda hicbir anlami olmadigini daha iyi anladim eski halimi dusundugumde gercekten utaniyorum ozellikle insanlarin degerlerine saygi gostermedigim zamanlari hatirladikca kendime kiziyorum cunku artik boyle bir davranisin ne kadar gereksiz oldugunu anlayabiliyorum bu surecte kendimi degistirmeye calistim insanlarla daha duzgun konusmaya tartisma sirasinda hemen sinirlenmemeye ve bir sey yapmadan once karsimdaki insanin nasil hissedebilecegini dusunmeye calisiyorum eskisi gibi dusunmeden hareket etmek istemiyorum mukemmel biri oldugumu soylemiyorum ama gecmisteki halimden cok daha farkli oldugumu dusunuyorum. Gecmiste kime karsi bir yanlisim olduysa veya yaptigim bir seyden dolayi biri rahatsiz olduysa hepsinden ozur diliyorum.
Önceki İtirazlarım
İlk itirazimda bana gecen surenin yeterli olmadigi soylenmisti o zaman bunu kabul etmek benim icin zor olmustu ama simdi geriye donup baktigimda daha fazla zaman gecmesinin belki de benim icin daha iyi oldugunu dusunuyorum
ikinci itirazimda Reborn ile arkadas oldugumuz donemde bana kamera acip gosterdigi fotografi kendi izni olmadan Discordda paylasmistim bunun da yanlis oldugunu kabul ediyorum kendisinin izni olmadan fotografini paylasmamam gerekiyordu ayrica sonrasinda kendisiyle tartistigim icin de ozur diliyorum
Ücuncu itirazimda Daqniel isimli oyuncu kendi profiline bebek katili koymustu ben de kendisine mesaj olarak fare emojisi attim benim amacim profildeki kisiye fare demekti ama kendisi bunu irkcilik olarak algiladiysa gercekten uzgunum boyle bir amacim yoktu ama yanlis anlasildiysa bunun icin de üzgünüm
Bunlari kendimi hakli cikarmak icin anlatmiyorum sadece gecmiste yaptigim seyleri saklamadan kabul etmek istiyorum
Neden Banım Açılmalı
Banimin acilmasini gercekten istiyorum cunku uzun zamandir Lokada tekrar oynamak istiyorum arkadaslarim burada oynuyorlar beraber Town oynuyorlar beraber vakit geciriyorlar ben de tekrar onlarla ayni yerde oynayabilmek istiyorum. arkadaslarimla beraber oynayabilecegim ve Loka kalitesinde gordugum baska bir sunucu bulmak benim icin gercekten zor oldu bu yuzden uzun bir aradan sonra tekrar Lokada oynamak benim icin cok onemli buraya sadece banim acilsin diye bos bir ozur yazmak istemiyorum gercekten gecen bu surede cok sey dusundum ve degistigimi dusunuyorum. Hayatimda bu sekilde sadece bir kere ban yedim ve yaptigim hatalarin farkina vardim bunun geri alinabilecek bir sey olmadigini da biliyorum ama yine de sizden son bir sans istiyorum. Bu benim dörduncu itirazim ve gercekten son kez sans istiyorum eger banim acilirsa bunun degerini bilecegim gecmiste yaptigim hatalari tekrarlamayacagim insanlara karsi daha dikkatli olacagim ve bir tartisma oldugunda dusunmeden hareket etmeyecegim. Sadece ozur dilemenin yaptiklarimi geri getirmedigini biliyorum bunun farkindayim onemli olan bundan sonra ayni seyleri tekrar etmemek Loka yetkililerinden ve gecmiste rahatsiz ettigim butun oyunculardan ozur diliyorum ozellikle dini degerlerine karsi saygisizlik yaptigim kisiden tekrar ozur diliyorum bana bir sans daha verirseniz gercekten degerlendirmek istiyorum uzun zamandir bu sunucuda tekrar oynamak istiyorum ve bu firsati bosa harcamayacagim.
Okudugunuz icin tesekkur ederim umarim bu sefer kendimi daha duzgun anlatabilmisimdir
