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bl8 ban appeal

bl8_

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New IGN: bl8__
Last IGN: bl8_ (account got hacked)
Ban Reason: Hate speech
Date of Ban: 10/15/24

Before starting this appeal, I would like to thanks the staff for letting me appeal after the things I have done. I would also like to mention that I have been banned and then unbanned before, therefore it is my second time getting banned from Loka. Would like those who don't know me to include that as I want to be as honest as posssible.
More information about my first ban in my past appeal: https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/bl8-unban-appeal.8464/


I would like to begin by mentioning things that I'm not quite sure staff or even some of the community knows about how I behaved as a player, from way before I even got banned for the first time. I have been harassing players for years and I do know that some people did not want to be near me as a result of that.
I did want to mention that as again, I want to be as honest as possible.



Having said that, I would like to start to address the reasoning behind my ban. I do not know who actually reported me as Loka's staff does not share it to protect the community from additional hate, But I can say that I harrassed alot of people in racist and disgusting ways.
I used to say racist things and threaten a large part of this community, and even after getting reported once the staff were kind enough to give me another chance and only muted me for things that I should have gotten banned for. After that I did not listen to what they said, ignored it completly and just kept doing the same things if not worse.
After a short time I got myself banned for Hate speech.

For those who don't know me, my name is bl8, I joined this server in 2021, and have played it for years while being fairly active.
Since my ban, I have not been active, I have taken time off to focus on my real life, and think of what my actions have done and caused. For a while I had thought that what I say does not matter because "its just a joke" so I didn't really think much of it. The time I spent off the off the game taught me how wrong I was - words mean alot, and the things I say are serious and do have consequences.

My apology: I want to start off by saying sorry to the staff team. I have caused you so many problems and played nice while being really toxic and racist to other people. You guys gave me a second chance by unbanning me, and then only muted me for the terrible things I said, and I took that for granted.
I want to apologize for making players potentially making players quit the server or not want to play it, and also giving out a bad impression that Loka's staff allow such behaviour. I would also like to apologize to being toxic to some of the people in this team. but most importantly I want to apologize for wasting the chances you have given me - time after time, and for taking it for granted, while saying more bad things.
For the things I did and made you guys do - I am truly sorry, and can't start to express how I feel about this. The only thing I can do is to apologize and hope you will find it appropriate to give me one last chance.

I want to apologize to the communnity as well. No matter what I'd say there is no way I can atone for my actions as I have been harrasing other's for a long time, and I truly feel terrible and sorry for that. What I can do however is try to ask you guys to move forward and forgive me for the things I said and done.
I am aware that some of you may not forgive me and that is understandable, however I would like to show you guys that I actually did change, I want to prove to everyone that I can do better, and affect this communnity in a positive way for once, I want to make it so those who did not want to be near me for my actions would feel welcomed and comfortable when talking to me, and I want to prove to my self that I really had changed and that I am a positive influence on those who are in the same position I was years ago.
For those who were my friends before and I made them dislike me by my behaviour - I am so so sorry, looking back at it now I feel terrible for that. I want to show you guys that I really have changed in hope you guys can believe in me again.

After almost a year and a half since my ban, I still care about this server and it's people, I still care about the friends I had made along the way. Even without being active in the communnity or playing the server, I still want to leave a marc on the server, a positive one this time. I want to play the server I loved so much with the friends I had met years ago. I want to get to know newer players, and hopfully become friends with them as well.
I know this sever has changed and evolved during this time, and I am aware that so did the community. So for those who do not know me, I hope you find this appeal to be honest enough and believe me when I say I am truly sorry. I am not the same 16 year old that I was back in the day, being 18 now I would like to be given another chance to play and experience Loka and it's community as a matured player.

Thanks for taking you're time reading this and I hope you have a good day!

If you have any questions you can dm bl8 on disocrd.
 
+1 despite him being my dad im not biased at all when i say this individual is the nicest guy to walk on earth when u actually get to know him and unlike most of the people i met on this server hes actually a smart fella and can educate u in topics u wouldnt be thinking of with a conversation
glad to have him as a friend and would be more glad if he came back and helped me get the firestone
 
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