Hi Loka Staff,
My name is Bebben, IGN Bxbben. I was permanently banned around three years ago for town betrayal, and I’m appealing again because I genuinely think I’ve changed a lot since then.
I’m not gonna try and make what I did sound any better than it was. I betrayed a town, broke people’s trust and got banned for it. It was stupid and honestly just pointless. I didn’t gain anything from doing it, the items got removed anyway, and all I really did was get myself banned from a server I actually really enjoyed.
I was 13 when it happened and I’m 17 now. Obviously being young doesn’t make what I did okay, but I do think I’ve grown up a lot since then. Back then I really didn’t think much about what would happen after I did something. I just did dumb stuff without properly thinking about it, and this ended up being one of those things that stuck with me for years.
Probably the worst part about being banned has just been not being able to play with my friends. Most of the people I played with back then are still people I talk to now. I’ve been in calls with them while they’re playing Loka, heard them talk about stuff happening on the server, and I’ve just had to sit there knowing I can’t join because of something stupid I did years ago. I know it’s just Minecraft at the end of the day, but when you’ve played with the same people for years it does suck being left out of it.
Since getting banned, I’ve spent a lot more time around different Minecraft communities. I’ve also worked towards screensharing and staff positions on other servers, which has honestly made me understand the staff side of things a lot more. Before, I mostly just saw rules as rules. Now I understand more why they exist and how annoying it is when someone does something stupid and staff have to waste their time dealing with it.
I’ve also actually taken the time to read through Loka’s rules properly. I’m not gonna pretend I’m suddenly some completely different perfect person, because I’m not. I’ve just grown up, learned from a lot of the stupid things I used to do, and I think a lot more before I do things now.
I know I’ve appealed before, so I understand if staff are tired of hearing me say that I’ve changed. Anyone can say that in an appeal. I don’t really have some amazing way to prove it while I’m still banned. The only real way I could prove it is if I was given another chance and showed it through how I actually act on the server.
I’m not asking anyone to forget what I did or act like it never happened. I just hope that after around three years, you can look at how young I was when it happened and give me a chance to show that I’m not the same person I was back then.
Thanks for reading and considering my appeal.
Bebben
My name is Bebben, IGN Bxbben. I was permanently banned around three years ago for town betrayal, and I’m appealing again because I genuinely think I’ve changed a lot since then.
I’m not gonna try and make what I did sound any better than it was. I betrayed a town, broke people’s trust and got banned for it. It was stupid and honestly just pointless. I didn’t gain anything from doing it, the items got removed anyway, and all I really did was get myself banned from a server I actually really enjoyed.
I was 13 when it happened and I’m 17 now. Obviously being young doesn’t make what I did okay, but I do think I’ve grown up a lot since then. Back then I really didn’t think much about what would happen after I did something. I just did dumb stuff without properly thinking about it, and this ended up being one of those things that stuck with me for years.
Probably the worst part about being banned has just been not being able to play with my friends. Most of the people I played with back then are still people I talk to now. I’ve been in calls with them while they’re playing Loka, heard them talk about stuff happening on the server, and I’ve just had to sit there knowing I can’t join because of something stupid I did years ago. I know it’s just Minecraft at the end of the day, but when you’ve played with the same people for years it does suck being left out of it.
Since getting banned, I’ve spent a lot more time around different Minecraft communities. I’ve also worked towards screensharing and staff positions on other servers, which has honestly made me understand the staff side of things a lot more. Before, I mostly just saw rules as rules. Now I understand more why they exist and how annoying it is when someone does something stupid and staff have to waste their time dealing with it.
I’ve also actually taken the time to read through Loka’s rules properly. I’m not gonna pretend I’m suddenly some completely different perfect person, because I’m not. I’ve just grown up, learned from a lot of the stupid things I used to do, and I think a lot more before I do things now.
I know I’ve appealed before, so I understand if staff are tired of hearing me say that I’ve changed. Anyone can say that in an appeal. I don’t really have some amazing way to prove it while I’m still banned. The only real way I could prove it is if I was given another chance and showed it through how I actually act on the server.
I’m not asking anyone to forget what I did or act like it never happened. I just hope that after around three years, you can look at how young I was when it happened and give me a chance to show that I’m not the same person I was back then.
Thanks for reading and considering my appeal.
Bebben
