To start off this appeal I would like to say, I am not going to attempt to downplay anything I did, what I had done was inexcusable. However I hope we can move on since the bad intentions I had when I first got banned on loka and that you can see in my appeal that I have truly changed.
To start off, I would like to give some context prior to my ban from loka minecraft. I came from Netherite Pot where many individuals (a lot being considered good) were toxic. At the time I was very young and I let these people influence my personality and actions. Later on I started to play loka, a server I never really found fun till months after I first discovered it. Over time I discovered that I enjoyed the server and decided I want to continue playing it. This is where I made the move from Netherite Pot to Loka Minecraft, also bringing the toxicity and racism I had built up from the past community I was involved in. This lead to my ban for “Doxxing & Harassment”
Let me be frank however, I do not blame ANYONE but myself for my actions, there were many people in the community who were wholesome and kind however I decided to take a rather “dark path” making me the person who I was a year ago.
Now let me be honest, when I first got banned I continued to be the same bad individual I was on loka and that is the truth, however after some months I realized what my actions and how I was acting and knew I needed to change it my ignorance was doing nothing but bringing harm to other people’s days and I knew I wanted to change for myself rather than anyone else.
First off, I stopped hanging around with most of the individuals I spoke with during my time in both communities, offsetting me to see different types of people and spend more time with my family. People who disliked me a year ago saw me in a different light and knew I have changed for the better.
For many months I had decided to take a break for minecraft, however with encouragement from a few friends and seeing them have the same joy I recently returned to minecraft, however I did not have the same joy I had until I realized what had made me truly have the most fun on minecraft, Loka, the community and the infinite amount of the things you could do on it made me realize I want to try my best and appeal, showing how I have changed.
The second part I was banned for was sending woppay’s face, me being mature I never realized the true bad intentions that came with sending someone’s face and at the time I thought it was funny and that it would help me win the argument, overtime I realized the possible mental and physical impact that it could have lead to the victim. I apologized to him directly, even though he accepted my apology, I knew I had to continue my reformation since I knew I had it in me to become a better person, more than I was showing.
I realize now that nobody is perfect and I was and still am far from it, however I think I have matured in the 11 months of my ban and I will continue to mature even if I am not banned. I hope that with what I have stated in my appeal and continue to show that it is enough for the admins and even the community to welcome me back into loka minecraft and its community. I hope that the individuals who I have harmed hope to bring me back to and not hold a grudge for the mistakes I caused over a year ago. However, if someone still has bad blood with me to this day, I am sorry.
If anyone would like to speak to me about anything I stated in my appeal or anything as a whole, here's my discord: capnes#0, ID: 907805174079307796. Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal and I hope to see you guys again on the server.
To start off, I would like to give some context prior to my ban from loka minecraft. I came from Netherite Pot where many individuals (a lot being considered good) were toxic. At the time I was very young and I let these people influence my personality and actions. Later on I started to play loka, a server I never really found fun till months after I first discovered it. Over time I discovered that I enjoyed the server and decided I want to continue playing it. This is where I made the move from Netherite Pot to Loka Minecraft, also bringing the toxicity and racism I had built up from the past community I was involved in. This lead to my ban for “Doxxing & Harassment”
Let me be frank however, I do not blame ANYONE but myself for my actions, there were many people in the community who were wholesome and kind however I decided to take a rather “dark path” making me the person who I was a year ago.
Now let me be honest, when I first got banned I continued to be the same bad individual I was on loka and that is the truth, however after some months I realized what my actions and how I was acting and knew I needed to change it my ignorance was doing nothing but bringing harm to other people’s days and I knew I wanted to change for myself rather than anyone else.
First off, I stopped hanging around with most of the individuals I spoke with during my time in both communities, offsetting me to see different types of people and spend more time with my family. People who disliked me a year ago saw me in a different light and knew I have changed for the better.
For many months I had decided to take a break for minecraft, however with encouragement from a few friends and seeing them have the same joy I recently returned to minecraft, however I did not have the same joy I had until I realized what had made me truly have the most fun on minecraft, Loka, the community and the infinite amount of the things you could do on it made me realize I want to try my best and appeal, showing how I have changed.
The second part I was banned for was sending woppay’s face, me being mature I never realized the true bad intentions that came with sending someone’s face and at the time I thought it was funny and that it would help me win the argument, overtime I realized the possible mental and physical impact that it could have lead to the victim. I apologized to him directly, even though he accepted my apology, I knew I had to continue my reformation since I knew I had it in me to become a better person, more than I was showing.
I realize now that nobody is perfect and I was and still am far from it, however I think I have matured in the 11 months of my ban and I will continue to mature even if I am not banned. I hope that with what I have stated in my appeal and continue to show that it is enough for the admins and even the community to welcome me back into loka minecraft and its community. I hope that the individuals who I have harmed hope to bring me back to and not hold a grudge for the mistakes I caused over a year ago. However, if someone still has bad blood with me to this day, I am sorry.
If anyone would like to speak to me about anything I stated in my appeal or anything as a whole, here's my discord: capnes#0, ID: 907805174079307796. Thank you for taking the time to read my appeal and I hope to see you guys again on the server.
