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[ccjacky]

Hi everyone,


I wanted to say a few things and be honest about where I am now.
Over the past few months I have stepped back and focused on my mental and physical wellbeing. I have spent a lot of time thinking about what happened, how I reacted, and the things I said. Looking back, I know I handled parts of this badly and said things that were hurtful and unnecessary.
This is not an appeal and it is not meant to argue past decisions. I understand why things were handled the way they were. I am writing this because I want to take responsibility and say sorry, not to defend myself.
I want to genuinely apologize to everyone I spoke down to, lashed out at, or said awful things to. No matter what was going on at the time, that behavior was not okay. I regret it, and I am sorry to anyone I hurt.
I also want to say that I forgive the people who tried to provoke me, ragebait me, or even sent me threats. That stuff affected me more than I want to admit, but I am choosing to move forward instead of holding onto anger.
I have also come across new screenshots related to the situation. I am not bringing them up to restart anything or argue details. I just want to be open about that while keeping the focus on moving on and doing better.
I am still working on myself and trying to grow from this, both mentally and physically. I appreciate anyone who took the time to read this
I also want to add that I spoke with a therapist sometime in 2025 and I am currently on medication for depression. I am continuing to take my mental health seriously and actively work on improving myself.
( THIS IS NOT A BAN APPEAL. )

Thanks for listening. And please do not ragebait this thread. I mean no harm. I'm attempting my best here.

 

[LuisBack]

no one is forgiving you

 

[berdb]

no one is forgiving you

 

[shharpp]

oh my god

 

[Kaiakos4]

Ccjacky for sentry

 

[Shrubbery]

no one is forgiving you edpjacky

 

[rolyy]

W ccjacky

 

[fa1c]

You are taking the right steps but u should stop posting on here

 

[__Ske__]

If you actually want to better your mental health, quit internet for good, and dont come back to minecraft, especially loka. To be blatantly honest, noone wants you here. I dont mean to be rude rn, but its the truth, you can see it by the comments of others. Noone wants you, nothing good awaits you here, and it will be better for both the loka community and for yourself to just leave this in the past and move on, and never look back.

 

[lynzl]

No one's going to forgive you. And that's okay. I respect you for trying to do the right thing but you don't need our forgiveness or approval to work on becoming a better person. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavours (as long as they're not on loka).

 

[Capril]

It will be in your best interest if you stay away from the community for your own good as well as the communities. Good luck in the future

 

[Facilee]

Reformed

 

[FoxyBearGames]

So... Yeah.