Let's be honest, you did a lot of bad things on the server, first of all you got permabanned for bullying. Also mention that at that time you were very toxic, later, as you mentioned, you alted about 6 times. When the staff finally decided to give you one last chance on the server and they change it to tempban, you threw away that chance and your ban was changed to permanent again because of doxing and hate speech.
I really have nothing against you koc, I think you have changed and improved as a person but your history doesn't help at all. It will be the Elders' decision to see if they accept your apology and want to give you one last chance again.
Anyway, good luck from me, I miss you, ganks are not the same <3