monkeynick123ooh
Active Member
Hello Lokans, I am monkeynick123ooh and I was banned in August of 2024 for harassment towards Liniment and previous instances of toxicity/harassment towards various other players. In this appeal I'll go through in depth of my past on the server, what happened that got me banned, and how I've been maturing since my ban.
I joined Loka in October of 2020 and started playing more active in June of 2021. Coming in to the community I had a positive outlook on the community and wished to spread that positivity and I deeply cared for the community and what happened within it. I also earned Slicer, I owned a large town and even at one point applied for Sentry. However, I stopped being as active in Fall of 2023 due to real life circumstances and due to said circumstances, I returned in March/April of 2024 as an extremely hateful and toxic player. Looking back on that time period, I cared way too much about Loka and let it become my whole personality and would take losing fights as a personal attack. Revisiting that time, I see now how immature I was and how much of a nuisance I was to the community. I deeply apologize for my behavior during that time and my actions were inexcusable. The circumstances outside of Loka also shouldn't have gone through in to my personality on Loka.
During that time period I was also permamuted for telling the player "happygolm" to kill himself after a fight. Him and I started talking a lot more after I got banned and we're on great terms now and I have directly reached out and apologized to him. After all this time reflecting, I should've never said that hateful remark and I now realize how much of an impact what I say can have on people.
The final incident that lead to my ban was in August of 2024 for saying extremely rude and racist remarks towards Liniment on an alt. I used an alt account maliciously to hide my account and evade my well deserved punishment and also let SweHarry and oekoe get banned in my place. Reflecting back during that time, I should've owned up to what I had done and not let other people take the blame. Letting other people take the ban was extremely immature and quite possibly the worst thing I could've done and I should have just taken responsibility.
Since my ban, I took a step back from a majority of the Loka community and started participating in more open and welcoming communities such as the Minecraft Championship Island community and the Funniewars community. Within the Funniewars community I became a Chat Moderator and I've really seen firsthand how badly words can have an effect on people and that words shouldn't be taken as lightly as I previously took them. I am also halfway through my second semester of University and I have matured enough to look back and see that my words have more of an impact than I ever realized. I would also like to extend my deepest apologies to the rest of the Loka community and anyone that may have been affected by my hateful words and toxic personality. Even though I wish I could go back and change my actions, I can only move forward and I hope to prove that I am a more mature person now. I would also like to apologize for staff who had to investigate what I did on GankMC and wasted their time. I also hope to return to the time before I was toxic and continue to have that same positive impact I used to have.
I joined Loka in October of 2020 and started playing more active in June of 2021. Coming in to the community I had a positive outlook on the community and wished to spread that positivity and I deeply cared for the community and what happened within it. I also earned Slicer, I owned a large town and even at one point applied for Sentry. However, I stopped being as active in Fall of 2023 due to real life circumstances and due to said circumstances, I returned in March/April of 2024 as an extremely hateful and toxic player. Looking back on that time period, I cared way too much about Loka and let it become my whole personality and would take losing fights as a personal attack. Revisiting that time, I see now how immature I was and how much of a nuisance I was to the community. I deeply apologize for my behavior during that time and my actions were inexcusable. The circumstances outside of Loka also shouldn't have gone through in to my personality on Loka.
During that time period I was also permamuted for telling the player "happygolm" to kill himself after a fight. Him and I started talking a lot more after I got banned and we're on great terms now and I have directly reached out and apologized to him. After all this time reflecting, I should've never said that hateful remark and I now realize how much of an impact what I say can have on people.
The final incident that lead to my ban was in August of 2024 for saying extremely rude and racist remarks towards Liniment on an alt. I used an alt account maliciously to hide my account and evade my well deserved punishment and also let SweHarry and oekoe get banned in my place. Reflecting back during that time, I should've owned up to what I had done and not let other people take the blame. Letting other people take the ban was extremely immature and quite possibly the worst thing I could've done and I should have just taken responsibility.
Since my ban, I took a step back from a majority of the Loka community and started participating in more open and welcoming communities such as the Minecraft Championship Island community and the Funniewars community. Within the Funniewars community I became a Chat Moderator and I've really seen firsthand how badly words can have an effect on people and that words shouldn't be taken as lightly as I previously took them. I am also halfway through my second semester of University and I have matured enough to look back and see that my words have more of an impact than I ever realized. I would also like to extend my deepest apologies to the rest of the Loka community and anyone that may have been affected by my hateful words and toxic personality. Even though I wish I could go back and change my actions, I can only move forward and I hope to prove that I am a more mature person now. I would also like to apologize for staff who had to investigate what I did on GankMC and wasted their time. I also hope to return to the time before I was toxic and continue to have that same positive impact I used to have.
