Hello, I have been banned approximately 8 months ago; I have been banned due to having an inappropriate and offensive username, namely, a racist slur in Turkish. I posted my last unban appeal more than 3 months ago, as per the rules, and I have come here to repent and ask for forgiveness for my terrible actions.
To begin this unban appeal, I ask for forgiveness of all who I have offended with my actions; the misdemeanor, which I have committed, has been of great significance to me, for I have chosen not to ignore it; I changed my ways, greatly, in the past 8 months. For one, I have grown my online life, I have changed, significantly, how I act and talk and the way I present myself to others. Furthermore, I have looked back at my online life, an online life of 5 years; during those 5 years I have witnessed great acts of despair, of which not even I, can relate to, and yet I still believe my actions were greatly pathetic. My treacherous facade, while playing this server, has held my actions concealed deep within me; and yet I, still, could not resist the urge of acting in the way my past compatriots have acted. I have lived a life of delusion believing that my actions would be taken to be courageous, and yet I sit here, writing this appeal so I can rejoice in the act of playing Loka.
In the time I have been banned I have had little to no contact with any Loka players, my shame was very great, I could not get myself to withstand such shame. My act of despair is unmatched, as I sit here, sweating profusely, hoping to get unbanned. I have been playing a server under the name of Cubecraft since 2019, the horrors of which I have witnessed from some members of the community are unspoken of. I must declare that I have been manipulated and brainwashed into believing that these stunts would gain me great attraction, that I would at once be considered a great. My downfall since I began joining FFA clans was great, the racism of which I have witnessed has got me to believe that it was okay, how wrong I was. This short reflection on my past online activites has given me indication that something about my behaviour was, in fact, incorrect and I was to set out to fix it.
In the past 8 months I have only had friendly interactions with members on Discord. The interactions I had, I can assure you, were not at all racist and not in any way inappropriate. During those conversations I have grown my reputation in the FFA community as a highly comforting and highly respectable member of the FFA community. My past self has no impact on my interactions of today, I have rid myself of my past sins. I will be completely honest in this appeal, before my ban I could not stand the look of Jews, but now I must say that I look at them with a smile on my face. My reputation as a comforting and respectable member of the FFA community is only growing on Discord, I try my best to appear as a great individual of the community.
Furhermore, during my ban I have met a loved player from the community, a highly respectable member of the crystal community for a long time. He goes by the name of "SyndicateNA" and my interactions with him have been nothing but pleasant and it is safe to say that I was not toxic to him in any way. This short extract from my story proves that I am capable of interacting with Loka players sensibly and without toxicity. In addition, he was not at all toxic to me either, I had friendly conversations with him without the use of any racism or toxicity or discrimination.
In addition, I must say that I have not had a single warning or mute during the time I played on the server from which I think you can conclude that my actions I can, indeed, control. My appearance on the day I was banned was to be held up to be of great ridicule to me and I wish I could rejoice in the acts of being able to connect to this wonderful server "Loka". To conclude my unban appeal I ask for forgiveness from all who I have offended and I can say, truly, that I have changed over the 8 months.
To begin this unban appeal, I ask for forgiveness of all who I have offended with my actions; the misdemeanor, which I have committed, has been of great significance to me, for I have chosen not to ignore it; I changed my ways, greatly, in the past 8 months. For one, I have grown my online life, I have changed, significantly, how I act and talk and the way I present myself to others. Furthermore, I have looked back at my online life, an online life of 5 years; during those 5 years I have witnessed great acts of despair, of which not even I, can relate to, and yet I still believe my actions were greatly pathetic. My treacherous facade, while playing this server, has held my actions concealed deep within me; and yet I, still, could not resist the urge of acting in the way my past compatriots have acted. I have lived a life of delusion believing that my actions would be taken to be courageous, and yet I sit here, writing this appeal so I can rejoice in the act of playing Loka.
In the time I have been banned I have had little to no contact with any Loka players, my shame was very great, I could not get myself to withstand such shame. My act of despair is unmatched, as I sit here, sweating profusely, hoping to get unbanned. I have been playing a server under the name of Cubecraft since 2019, the horrors of which I have witnessed from some members of the community are unspoken of. I must declare that I have been manipulated and brainwashed into believing that these stunts would gain me great attraction, that I would at once be considered a great. My downfall since I began joining FFA clans was great, the racism of which I have witnessed has got me to believe that it was okay, how wrong I was. This short reflection on my past online activites has given me indication that something about my behaviour was, in fact, incorrect and I was to set out to fix it.
In the past 8 months I have only had friendly interactions with members on Discord. The interactions I had, I can assure you, were not at all racist and not in any way inappropriate. During those conversations I have grown my reputation in the FFA community as a highly comforting and highly respectable member of the FFA community. My past self has no impact on my interactions of today, I have rid myself of my past sins. I will be completely honest in this appeal, before my ban I could not stand the look of Jews, but now I must say that I look at them with a smile on my face. My reputation as a comforting and respectable member of the FFA community is only growing on Discord, I try my best to appear as a great individual of the community.
Furhermore, during my ban I have met a loved player from the community, a highly respectable member of the crystal community for a long time. He goes by the name of "SyndicateNA" and my interactions with him have been nothing but pleasant and it is safe to say that I was not toxic to him in any way. This short extract from my story proves that I am capable of interacting with Loka players sensibly and without toxicity. In addition, he was not at all toxic to me either, I had friendly conversations with him without the use of any racism or toxicity or discrimination.
In addition, I must say that I have not had a single warning or mute during the time I played on the server from which I think you can conclude that my actions I can, indeed, control. My appearance on the day I was banned was to be held up to be of great ridicule to me and I wish I could rejoice in the acts of being able to connect to this wonderful server "Loka". To conclude my unban appeal I ask for forgiveness from all who I have offended and I can say, truly, that I have changed over the 8 months.
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