My name is piglxn and I've been banned for 9 months and I've felt that this ban was extremely fair and I completely regret my actions but in more than a year and some months i feel like as a person can change a lot of things. I've grown mature as a player as it has been almost a year since my ban and I would like to be welcomed back into the lokamc community. I once again feel like my ban was just and I honestly can say i deserved it but I think a second chance would be amazing just to be welcomed back to loka and back with all my friends. Changing as a person I've realized that the edgy jokes i said to updat was extremely terrible and they things that should never have been said and I regret everything. I would take it back in a heart beat if I could. So feeling regretful I messaged updat for forgiveness and that's what I was shown. Im extremely grateful for updat accepting my apology and appreciate him. We've became good friends since the incident and I am extremely glad for it. If I can be unbanned from loka I would really appreciate that here is the exchange between me and updat a month or so after my ban from updat (the person that reported me for hate speech) that we shared and the conversation. I feel like I truly have grown as a person since then and I also sincerely apologize for trying to ban evade i was at a low point just trying to get back on the server and I sincerely apologize and would love to be given a chance to be welcomed back into the community as the changed person I am today. Here is the screenshots of me and updat ive been told to wait until summer to appeal and it is past that and I hope I can be given a fair chance to be let back into the community. I will treat everyone with kindness and work my way back into being a respected member. I swear I will never break the rules again I understand why they are set in place because I was very toxic and deserved my ban but Ive had time to look at myself and change for the better thank you. - piglxn