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[NovaSolux]

Well here i am now.

It has been 8 months since my ban in october of 2018, and i've learned alot since my time off this server, and since i my last appeal in feburary aswell.
I've learned to not be hasty and show people the appeal as soon as it's posted in-order to garner the +1's, and i've learned to not be greedy about them too, as true support for a cause comes from the heart, not by greed, it's unfortunate i was hasty and did this, and i am sorry, i really am.

I've learned not to have deep burning hatred for anyone who even are only enemies with me in the game, and have no ill feelings for me in real life and would not harm me or my loved ones, however i was the type to be the one to do that.
I've learned to forget and forgive, and not to hold grudges for eternity which some people have done to me, but i eventually forgot and forgave them for it.

I've learned to be less persistent and obnoxious to the people around me, and to respect personal space and boundaries, if they tell me stop, i shall do as they say and please.
But in the past months deep down, i still want to return to loka, even if it hasn't been the top of my interest lately, and even though i have hobbies to keep me busy that are not loka.

But none of them gave me the joy that loka gave me ever since i joined, to up until my ban.
I've never lead something like my own nation before, and it felt so thrilling, awesome, excruciating, terrible, and i loved every second of it, i've made a legacy on loka and i don't want to leave it all behind, i don't want it to be set in stone and have no chance of redemption again, i still want to have another go at this server.
Because now as a man with nothing to lead, and nothing to invest time into and keep running, and to use to give the new arrivals refuge.

I wanna start loka as a man without anything, i wanna start like i did start loka with my only piece of good equipment being the only good thing in my possesion.
I promise you with all my heart, energy, and soul that i won't ever fail you loka, ever again.
And to the people of this server, that message goes to you too.
It's sort of been a distant fantasy sort of to return onto loka and try to have another go at the breath taking conquest, the politics, the community building, and economy of the server, and i hope this does not stay as a fantasy forever depending on you, the admins response to this thread.

Another go at loka, and another go at building a new destiny under a better and improved nova, who won't ever repeat his sins on here again would be appriciated and i would be eternally grateful and gracious if you do decide to choose to let me play again.
My friends, my truly closest people to me want me to return so they can be there for me, and i want to return for them too.
Hell, i haven't even gotten capital on here, i've come close, but it has never happened, if i get accepted back into the community, i sure as hell would put that on the bucket list.

There is so much to miss out on, and i've missed alot, i wish to end that.
I'm not a player like moosebobby, who will never ever change his behaviour for a long time.
If you deny my return, OK i'll accept that and keep bettering myself in the future and maybe try to appeal again.
As a new generation of lokans go forth to join, i shall be there for them and provide them refuge in a community that shall not be known for my bad behaviour and impulsive decisions.
I fully own up to what i did in the past, and all i ask is your forgiveness and for you to atleast tolerate me if i return to this amazing server.
For it has given me some of the best memories i've ever had in PC Gaming and some of the best friends i've ever had online, and the countless hours i've spent, i would not regret a single minute.
And thus that's where i shall leave this thread.
Thanks for reading.
- Nova Zephryose
IGN : Sythodom

EDIT : If this does not get accepted and i do not get unbanned, you could decrease it into a temp ban, or maybe try the 7 days thing giving you a chance to play for 7 days to prove yourself, if you succeed you get unbanned, and if you don't your ban remains.

 

[Terryn_Greystone]

Nova has very much changed for the better, he has really cleaned up his act, and become a normal functioning kind human being. I was glad that I could be there for him, and help him. Though there were moments of doubt, it was all worth it in the end. So he definitely gets a +1 from me. Good luck Nova! I will await your return to Loka!

 

[SilentStormSix]

-1

 

[Qfu]

+1 need more action on loka

 

[PartayArc]

+1 I'm surprised that you still even attempted to write this appeal with the amount of slander in discord calls and messages between others. Within that amount of time, you ended up ignoring those people and made yourself better. I hope at least now, things will start to get better. Good Luck Nova!

 

[PartayArc]

Steve how at all is this still relevant to the question of him getting unbanned? How do you know for sure that this paragraph isn't just made up? I would've understand this a lot more if it was Nova reading this and it wasn't just published in March.

 

[Steve5729]

Steve how at all is this still relevant to the question of him getting unbanned? How do you know for sure that this paragraph isn't just made up? I would've understand this a lot more if it was Nova reading this and it wasn't just published in March.

I knew someone was going to ask this eventually to which I say based on how Nova acts does it really seem that far fetched? (only been a month and a half since march btw)

 

[PartayArc]

I knew someone was going to ask this eventually to which I say based on how Nova acts does it really seem that far fetched? (only been a month and a half since march btw)

Well I mean define how you see “far fetched” and did you necessarily need to look for that old of evidence? If you could have found some that were surely close to April or May? Is this judgement based on the fact you still have a grudge against him or something you disagreed with him from a long ago and never got over it?

 

[koi0001]

I like the way the poll has no options that just say no you shouldn't return and instead say 'he's not ready yet give it a few weeks or months' or 'neutral'.

I don't really play Loka right now just because it doesn't interest me much but I admire how you call yourself persistent yet this is your most recent post in a long saga of apologies. Frankly I'd call it ignorance instead of being persistent.

Sometimes the best apologies are short

 

[NovaSolux]

I like the way the poll has no options that just say no you shouldn't return and instead say 'he's not ready yet give it a few weeks or months' or 'neutral'.

I don't really play Loka right now just because it doesn't interest me much but I admire how you call yourself persistent yet this is your most recent post in a long saga of apologies. Frankly I'd call it ignorance instead of being persistent.

Sometimes the best apologies are short

Well perhaps i worded it wrong, however it's meant to mean that if the person changes their mind or if i ever appeal again.
Which is 100% possible, and has happened.
Keep in mind, i'm not native to english, also i wanted to be able to fit text in there, not make a long one in the poll.
Hope that sure clears thing up.
Plus, that's also what my friend suggested to write, so me being at the time sort of groggy as it was 8AM just sort of went with it, as i didn't it sounded good enough to me.

 

[Cryptite]

being at the time sort of groggy as it was 8AM just sort of went with it

These are the kinds of things that make it sound like you're not that serious about it, and rather are just hoping enough time has passed for us to be okay with it now.

 

[NovaSolux]

These are the kinds of things that make it sound like you're not that serious about it, and rather are just hoping enough time has passed for us to be okay with it now.

I guess that makes sense, but i can assure you crypt, that i am as serious as can be right now, and i was also as equally serious when i wrote that appeal, actions speak louder than words, and the action was that appeal.

I assure you you that was the truth, i am taking this seriously, very much so.

 

[Obstinance]

Nova is capable of writing things like this while having no actual meaning behind it at all. All of my encounters with him on VL since he has been banned on Loka have been negative. When I first started seeing him on VL since he had been banned, he harassed me because he thought I was the reason he got banned again. My most recent encounters with Nova (no more than a week ago) were him saying he's going to get me banned for hacking because i killed him (I'm just that good at minecraft ecks de). However that same day I received multiple messages from players (at least 4+) asking me if I think nova was using reach because his range was completely abnormal, I did bring this up in one of the Loka discord channels so this isn't the first time some people might be seeing me say this. I noticed he was just enough above the normal reach to make running away impossible and strafing him way harder than usual, but I just thought it was due to his distance from the server host. So after seeing him get accused in public chat and call it s tapping (it was not s tapping). It started to become quite blatant. I decided to test different things when fighting him and using f5 when running or turning around to confirm any suspicions before even thinking about reporting him. I even used optifine zoom to watch him compete against other players. In the end I reported him for reach and so did a few others. I have played enough to know what s tapping looks like especially since S its my favourite button (; Not only does this appeal seem like he was hoping everything he did has blown over long enough for him to be pardoned, but due to recent events it makes me worry about how honestly he will play on Loka and how legitimate things will be with him around again. Nova is capable of acting decent but whether he's actually changed and become a decent person like he describes is completely up for debate. Only he really knows the answer to that and only pardoning him will show us the true answer as well. However I do think no matter the outcome, whether it takes weeks, months, or even a year, Nova will end up in the same place he is now. Banned on Loka. This is neither a + or - more just these are my thoughts and this is where they came from and why.





Let's all remember I am human and I can be wrong. If I'm wrong about Nova then so be it. Please don't reply to me and expect an answer. I'm not going to argue with you.
Also don't get mad and start @ me everywhere you can. Lastly please do not turn what I said around on me, this is not MY ban appeal.

 

[Unallowed]

Nova is capable of writing things like this while having no actual meaning behind it at all. All of my encounters with him on VL since he has been banned on Loka have been negative. When I first started seeing him on VL since he had been banned, he harassed me because he thought I was the reason he got banned again. My most recent encounters with Nova (no more than a week ago) were him saying he's going to get me banned for hacking because i killed him (I'm just that good at minecraft ecks de). However that same day I received multiple messages from players (at least 4+) asking me if I think nova was using reach because his range was completely abnormal, I did bring this up in one of the Loka discord channels so this isn't the first time some people might be seeing me say this. I noticed he was just enough above the normal reach to make running away impossible and strafing him way harder than usual, but I just thought it was due to his distance from the server host. So after seeing him get accused in public chat and call it s tapping (it was not s tapping). It started to become quite blatant. I decided to test different things when fighting him and using f5 when running or turning around to confirm any suspicions before even thinking about reporting him. I even used optifine zoom to watch him compete against other players. In the end I reported him for reach and so did a few others. I have played enough to know what s tapping looks like especially since S its my favourite button (; Not only does this appeal seem like he was hoping everything he did has blown over long enough for him to be pardoned, but due to recent events it makes me worry about how honestly he will play on Loka and how legitimate things will be with him around again. Nova is capable of acting decent but whether he's actually changed and become a decent person like he describes is completely up for debate. Only he really knows the answer to that and only pardoning him will show us the true answer as well. However I do think no matter the outcome, whether it takes weeks, months, or even a year, Nova will end up in the same place he is now. Banned on Loka. This is neither a + or - more just these are my thoughts and this is where they came from and why.





Let's all remember I am human and I can be wrong. If I'm wrong about Nova then so be it. Please don't reply to me and expect an answer. I'm not going to argue with you.
Also don't get mad and start @ me everywhere you can. Lastly please do not turn what I said around on me, this is not MY ban appeal.

One of the few times, I am going to agree with Dk on something like this. Nova was caught using reach blatantly and was hacking and was telling people how he just got good. I consistently would see his reach be very weird and him get very odd hits. I saw this happening so I decided to go on an alt hoping he would of hacked against me and he did, very blatantly I may add. However, when I went on my main to confront him he stopped hacking because he was still trying to use me for his own personal gain. He still does the same thing he used to do where he only treats someone well to get personal gain. All in all I don't think he should be let back in until he can learn that just because he acts nice doesn't mean people aren't going to see the real side of him.

-1

 

[NovaSolux]

Well, this was a very well constructed response and a very non-bias one.
Andre, you've gained a lot of my respect when I read through that, not enough to see you as an acquaintance or an ally, but I used to dislike you.

Glad to say it has changed, I'm very much leaning towards a neutral stance by looking past your bad actions, but that's past the point.

I did sort of look sketchy, but that can be explained due to distance from the host, however, I am interested nonetheless, so please dm me on discord by accepting my friend request.

I wish to see stuff like what Andre said, things that say the positive and negative about myself.

Only I know the true answer, but I intend to share it, while I did say I learned to not be overly persistent, EX: Nagging a person every second because of an answer you didn't want, or crossing the line of harassing the recipient.

A Good dose of persistence is good because it shows you still care, if you say you care every couple weeks at minimum or maybe every couple of months, then I'd say that's good.

I want to use this for reference as it is proof that my conduct has improved surely, and that I shall play on Loka honestly and not repeat my past mistakes.

I have gotten staff on a server run by a youtube with 250k subscribers, and they have very high standards for their staff.
I can verify with proof about this, by the way, I do aid in moderation and maintaining good conduct by the users.

I do have a long history of manipulating others and seeming real, but this time I can assure you, that it is real, I poured emotion, thought, heart, and soul into this appeal, this is the real product of all my feelings that I've had bottled up for the past 8 months of being banned.

I am dead serious.

 

[Silver911]

+1. Would be glad to have you back Nova!

 

[Obstinance]

Well, this was a very well constructed response and a very non-bias one.
Andre, you've gained a lot of my respect when I read through that, not enough to see you as an acquaintance or an ally, but I used to dislike you.

Glad to say it has changed, I'm very much leaning towards a neutral stance by looking past your bad actions, but that's past the point.

I did sort of look sketchy, but that can be explained due to distance from the host, however, I am interested nonetheless, so please dm me on discord by accepting my friend request.

I wish to see stuff like what Andre said, things that say the positive and negative about myself.

Only I know the true answer, but I intend to share it, while I did say I learned to not be overly persistent, EX: Nagging a person every second because of an answer you didn't want, or crossing the line of harassing the recipient.

A Good dose of persistence is good because it shows you still care, if you say you care every couple weeks at minimum or maybe every couple of months, then I'd say that's good.

I want to use this for reference as it is proof that my conduct has improved surely, and that I shall play on Loka honestly and not repeat my past mistakes.

I have gotten staff on a server run by a youtube with 250k subscribers, and they have very high standards for their staff.
I can verify with proof about this, by the way, I do aid in moderation and maintaining good conduct by the users.

I do have a long history of manipulating others and seeming real, but this time I can assure you, that it is real, I poured emotion, thought, heart, and soul into this appeal, this is the real product of all my feelings that I've had bottled up for the past 8 months of being banned.

I am dead serious.

Throughout this whole post you seem to keep saying that you have forgiven people for their wrongs. I agree with koi. This isn't persistent, it's ignorance. I denied your friend request and you make a forum post specific to me using my real name? It's not everyone else you have to forgive. It seems you're missing the point of an appeal. You're the one everyone is supposed to accept. I personally don't care how you think of me but every time you reply to someone it shows you're not ready to come back. What's appropriate from what's not still doesn't seem to register properly for you.

 

[Steve5729]

actions speak louder than words, and the action was that appeal.

Your appeal is made out of possibly meaningless words. For actual viewing of your actions, I'd suggest reading the second half of Obstinance's first post and Unallowed's post.

 

[Silver911]

Bro, kinda harsh man. Toxicity is one thing, dating is another. Of course, fights are in line but don't humiliate him in front of everyone. Even if you don't like him that's STILL to far.

 

[LostProperty]

This should not be taken into much consideration. He was going through some hard things at this time for him. THis isnt relevant to him getting unbanned. This was personal messages with arc and Nova about the two. If ur taking this into a lot of consideration. I know he sad some bad things in the video but still. Drop most thoughts of this video