IGN: Qualifled
Reason: Hate Speech
Time Since Last Appeal: 4 months ago (154 days)
How Long Ago I was Banned: 8 months ago (243 days)
Last Appeal: First Appeal
(In my last appeal I go into more detail of why I was banned.)
Hey Lokans, I wanted to start this appeal off by again saying sorry to anyone I've hurt with my words and actions and really do wish you can forgive me and my ignorance.
Reason: Hate Speech
Time Since Last Appeal: 4 months ago (154 days)
How Long Ago I was Banned: 8 months ago (243 days)
Last Appeal: First Appeal
(In my last appeal I go into more detail of why I was banned.)
Hey Lokans, I wanted to start this appeal off by again saying sorry to anyone I've hurt with my words and actions and really do wish you can forgive me and my ignorance.
History/Change
I already talked about my past within my last appeal but to summarize, I was considered a symbol of toxicity within the player base by many throughout my career, inheriting many traits that were undesirable towards the community, such as saying offensive things to others and being an overall nuisance towards both friends and foes.
How I’ve Changed
Like I’ve said before, when I started Loka I was very ignorant and said a lot of things that should never have been said. I was very edgy and unapologetic at the beginning of my Loka journey and have since changed immensely. I have changed the crowd I talk to ever since being banned and reflecting on my actions that led me there. I used to be friends with some bad people when I played and picked up a lot of bad habits from them to which I hold myself accountable for. For example, I was very good friends with a very toxic person in the Loka community whose bad behavior rubbed off on me. Later on, after the player got banned, I ended up straying away from him and later realized how immature I once was. I don’t wish to paint an image that they were the main factor within my ban, I don't blame any of this on anyone but myself as no one typed the messages through my account and said the words I did but me. Although I am a different person from who I was then, I still hold myself accountable till this day for hanging around such a bad crowd and at the time, being a representative of toxicity.
Why I think I should be unbanned
I believe over the past 8 months I have matured immensely. Not only have I reconciled with Rezza (the person who got me banned). We continue to be on good terms till this day. I also believe that I should be unbanned as within the last 8 months, I’ve sat in many discords watching screen shares of others playing Loka and it has made me reflect on my actions and yearn to play Loka again, I had to reform my way of communicating with others. I can confidently say I don’t participate in the same endeavors as my toxic persona 2-3 years ago would have but my words mean little- I wish to leave it up to the community to attest my change within the replies as I truly believe I have changed for the better not only to get unbanned off Loka, but to become a better human with more humanity.
Final Words
I was very wrong for what I said on that day to Rezza and deeply regret it. It was rage in the moment that I understand is irreversible. I understand that my outburst towards Rezza wasn’t an isolated incident as I had been toxic towards many other Lokans, I wish to say sorry not only to Rezza but to everyone else I had a negative relationship with. I realize my mistake and own up to it fully. What I did/said back then was very childish and immature. I wish to push past this incident that happened and continue my Loka journey. I have gained a lot from this experience and realized how much weight words can hold and understand the importance of holding myself accountable for my actions.. I hope that Lokans reading this- both affected and unaffected by my actions can understand my point of view and accept my deepest apologies.
Much Love,
Qual
I already talked about my past within my last appeal but to summarize, I was considered a symbol of toxicity within the player base by many throughout my career, inheriting many traits that were undesirable towards the community, such as saying offensive things to others and being an overall nuisance towards both friends and foes.
How I’ve Changed
Like I’ve said before, when I started Loka I was very ignorant and said a lot of things that should never have been said. I was very edgy and unapologetic at the beginning of my Loka journey and have since changed immensely. I have changed the crowd I talk to ever since being banned and reflecting on my actions that led me there. I used to be friends with some bad people when I played and picked up a lot of bad habits from them to which I hold myself accountable for. For example, I was very good friends with a very toxic person in the Loka community whose bad behavior rubbed off on me. Later on, after the player got banned, I ended up straying away from him and later realized how immature I once was. I don’t wish to paint an image that they were the main factor within my ban, I don't blame any of this on anyone but myself as no one typed the messages through my account and said the words I did but me. Although I am a different person from who I was then, I still hold myself accountable till this day for hanging around such a bad crowd and at the time, being a representative of toxicity.
Why I think I should be unbanned
I believe over the past 8 months I have matured immensely. Not only have I reconciled with Rezza (the person who got me banned). We continue to be on good terms till this day. I also believe that I should be unbanned as within the last 8 months, I’ve sat in many discords watching screen shares of others playing Loka and it has made me reflect on my actions and yearn to play Loka again, I had to reform my way of communicating with others. I can confidently say I don’t participate in the same endeavors as my toxic persona 2-3 years ago would have but my words mean little- I wish to leave it up to the community to attest my change within the replies as I truly believe I have changed for the better not only to get unbanned off Loka, but to become a better human with more humanity.
Final Words
I was very wrong for what I said on that day to Rezza and deeply regret it. It was rage in the moment that I understand is irreversible. I understand that my outburst towards Rezza wasn’t an isolated incident as I had been toxic towards many other Lokans, I wish to say sorry not only to Rezza but to everyone else I had a negative relationship with. I realize my mistake and own up to it fully. What I did/said back then was very childish and immature. I wish to push past this incident that happened and continue my Loka journey. I have gained a lot from this experience and realized how much weight words can hold and understand the importance of holding myself accountable for my actions.. I hope that Lokans reading this- both affected and unaffected by my actions can understand my point of view and accept my deepest apologies.
Much Love,
Qual
