Hello there Lokans and staff of Loka.
I am here to appeal my mute that occured two or three months ago. I do not have the exact date of my mute as I cannot see that anywhere, atleast to my knowledge.
To start of prior to me typing these disgraceful words towards another human being I was simply enraged before this happened, I was frustrated in real life that stuff in the server wasn't going my way, I had also had a very bad day overall as something in my private real life had occured. I was pretty much "new" to loka, atleast to the active part, I joined in May of 2021 but never really played actively until I stumbled upon the server after my friend Fqrtex recruited me to his new founded town, that is where I decided to give it a shot. I had played actively for maybe 3 or 4 active months prior to my mute.
What I did to get muted is so disgraceful I don't really want to even talk about it, I told another person on the server, nahwy/blessedoverdose to "kys" (kill yourself) after I had gotten teamkilled during a fight. As I was new to the server I felt like I needed every single second to try and improve myself in the gamemode Conquest. Why I said it I stated higher up in the appeal, "Stuff in the server wasn't going my way, I had also had a very bad day overall as something in my private life had occured.". Since then I have apologized to him and I hope we are on better terms now. I have a screenshot of my apology if staff wishes for me to send it to them as "proof". I also want to send a public apology to anyone that i've been a nuisance to, for example LightAndDqrk, Goofy and fa1c. I hope some people have seen the growth in me to becoming a better person, also if you ask certain people who I am close to on the server, PlaYeric1, Quinten7 I think they would tell you that i'm a pretty chill guy once you get to learn what my true self actually looks like.
If this helps anyone I don't really want to disturb the public chat peace there currently is, I mostly want to use my unmute to message my friends ingame instead of having to dive deep in their dms on discord. I want to limit myself to a certain amount of public messages per day in chat to not make anyone mad at me for talking to much. I also want to thank the Guardian's and Elder's who answered my questions during this time.
Lastly I want to end this appeal with that I know how much damage words can hurt someone and suicide is a topic which should be taken very serious, as well as other topics. I also want you guys to know that I will respect anyone's opinion on this appeal.
Have a wonderful day.
Kind Regards
Rumpfis
I am here to appeal my mute that occured two or three months ago. I do not have the exact date of my mute as I cannot see that anywhere, atleast to my knowledge.
To start of prior to me typing these disgraceful words towards another human being I was simply enraged before this happened, I was frustrated in real life that stuff in the server wasn't going my way, I had also had a very bad day overall as something in my private real life had occured. I was pretty much "new" to loka, atleast to the active part, I joined in May of 2021 but never really played actively until I stumbled upon the server after my friend Fqrtex recruited me to his new founded town, that is where I decided to give it a shot. I had played actively for maybe 3 or 4 active months prior to my mute.
What I did to get muted is so disgraceful I don't really want to even talk about it, I told another person on the server, nahwy/blessedoverdose to "kys" (kill yourself) after I had gotten teamkilled during a fight. As I was new to the server I felt like I needed every single second to try and improve myself in the gamemode Conquest. Why I said it I stated higher up in the appeal, "Stuff in the server wasn't going my way, I had also had a very bad day overall as something in my private life had occured.". Since then I have apologized to him and I hope we are on better terms now. I have a screenshot of my apology if staff wishes for me to send it to them as "proof". I also want to send a public apology to anyone that i've been a nuisance to, for example LightAndDqrk, Goofy and fa1c. I hope some people have seen the growth in me to becoming a better person, also if you ask certain people who I am close to on the server, PlaYeric1, Quinten7 I think they would tell you that i'm a pretty chill guy once you get to learn what my true self actually looks like.
If this helps anyone I don't really want to disturb the public chat peace there currently is, I mostly want to use my unmute to message my friends ingame instead of having to dive deep in their dms on discord. I want to limit myself to a certain amount of public messages per day in chat to not make anyone mad at me for talking to much. I also want to thank the Guardian's and Elder's who answered my questions during this time.
Lastly I want to end this appeal with that I know how much damage words can hurt someone and suicide is a topic which should be taken very serious, as well as other topics. I also want you guys to know that I will respect anyone's opinion on this appeal.
Have a wonderful day.
Kind Regards
Rumpfis
-1 get a life
