Hey everyone! Before we start the -1s I really would hope you hear me out because I really have changed as a person. If any of the details are wrong feel free to message me about them and I will edit if I believe it is true.
Why I was banned
I was banned for the things I said to ThePigGang and to start off I am very sorry for the things I said to you. The things I said about your mom is inexcusable and I am very regretful of ever talking about her. The first thing I said was along the lines of “I’m gonna beat the shit out of your mom.” This is how it started and over the next few weeks I would say this and then put another level on top of it. Another time I was in a conversation with ThePigGang about loka bans because I find them very unfair. I was talking with him about how I got my last warning which was for the things I said in dms with Reto. I thought it was unfair that Reto would say something to provoke me and when I said something back he would report me. I then said to PigGang “So if I raped your mom you wouldn’t do anything about it?” This was a very stupid thing to say but I didn’t mean it with any bad intentions. This obviously didn’t sit with PigGang right and it is totally acceptable. A week later in another call with PigGang I said “Shut up PigGang I’m gonna beat the shit out of your mom.” A few minutes later he dragged me into another call to talk about what I said and he warned me to apologize or he is gonna report me. I thought he was joking so I didn’t take it seriously and at the end of the call I made a horrible apology. This prompted ThePigGang to report me and I would get banned the next day. After I was banned I made an appeal thinking that this whole situation was very stupid and left out some details. The admins knew I kept out of some of the details and I was not unbanned. I have reached out and did apologize shown in the screenshot below.
Past History on the Server
I was playing the server on and off for about 2 years and I was a pretty toxic person. I was pretty toxic with most of the Spanish community and all of the Polish community (just look at my last appeal for proof). I took the game pretty seriously which did make me become a very toxic person. I will admit that I said things that are very hurtful and I’m sorry for the things I have said. I was muted for a lot of things but my last straw was when I said “Suck my johnson '' to Ceeew. Me and him were pretty friendly with each other so I didn’t mean it in an insulting way and I did apologize to him after I was muted. I was muted for over a year and like I said before when I would talk trash it would carry over to DMs. The Polish community hated me so if they won a fight they would be in my DMs about it. Then I would clap back with a more hurtful insult which is why I got my final warning. I am sorry to Reto and Jachowski for the things I said and hope you can forgive me. It was not cool of the things I said and hope we can move forward.
My Toxicity
In this appeal (https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/recon_scout-realbigg-unmute-appeal.7467/) I blamed Ascended for my toxicity and I was wrong for saying it. I own up to the things I said and I am not proud of the things I have said. If I ever said anything hurtful to you I’m sorry. I was playing minecraft for about 4 years and have absorbed a lot of toxicity from several communities which formed me into a person that no one likes. To the people who didn’t like me I totally understand why you don’t like me but I hope you can give me a second chance. If you still don’t like/respect me I totally understand and I will try to prove that I have changed. I take 100% responsibility for my actions and I hope to move forward in a more positive way.
How have I Reformed
I have done a lot of reflecting on the actions I did and found them very stupid. When I got banned off loka I was still hanging in the Ascended discord and with Golm’s friend group. After a few weeks I stopped joining and started to play Valorant. I completely separated myself from everything because I can never change if I am still hanging in the community. After 1 month of not really joining Vcs I started to rejoin Ascended Vcs and that's really it. I didn't want to be in any other loka related discords and in fact left a lot of them. This really helped me shape into a better person and become less toxic. I realized sometimes the people around you can influence you in a way and on Loka I was always a toxic person and never tried to stop being toxic. Now I want to be a better person and stop stooping lower and lower on people. It isn’t a good thing and since I am now an adult I wanna be a more responsible person.
My Goal with this Appeal
I don’t think I should be unbanned yet because a lot of people will say this is too soon which I do agree with you on. I am hoping to make this become a Temp ban of 8 weeks or more depending on how the staff feel. I do believe that what I said was completely my fault and actions do have consequences, but I hope you are willing to give me a chance and for me to prove that I have changed as a person from what I used to be.
Conclusion
In conclusion, the things I said to ThePigGang were very inappropriate and unforgivable. I am sorry for the things I have said and if you don’t forgive me then I hope you can forgive me in the future. I am changing to become a better person everyday and if/when I get unbanned I hope I can really prove that I have changed as a person and player. If you read this whole thing I wish you could give an unbiased response for me. I hope you guys have a great day!
EDIT:
I made a response video to some of the -1s. I am not arguing any of them but just wanted to give my perspective on some of them. If you watch the video I hope you can get a fresh perspective in my shoes. To the people who do watch it. Thank you
Why I was banned
I was banned for the things I said to ThePigGang and to start off I am very sorry for the things I said to you. The things I said about your mom is inexcusable and I am very regretful of ever talking about her. The first thing I said was along the lines of “I’m gonna beat the shit out of your mom.” This is how it started and over the next few weeks I would say this and then put another level on top of it. Another time I was in a conversation with ThePigGang about loka bans because I find them very unfair. I was talking with him about how I got my last warning which was for the things I said in dms with Reto. I thought it was unfair that Reto would say something to provoke me and when I said something back he would report me. I then said to PigGang “So if I raped your mom you wouldn’t do anything about it?” This was a very stupid thing to say but I didn’t mean it with any bad intentions. This obviously didn’t sit with PigGang right and it is totally acceptable. A week later in another call with PigGang I said “Shut up PigGang I’m gonna beat the shit out of your mom.” A few minutes later he dragged me into another call to talk about what I said and he warned me to apologize or he is gonna report me. I thought he was joking so I didn’t take it seriously and at the end of the call I made a horrible apology. This prompted ThePigGang to report me and I would get banned the next day. After I was banned I made an appeal thinking that this whole situation was very stupid and left out some details. The admins knew I kept out of some of the details and I was not unbanned. I have reached out and did apologize shown in the screenshot below.
Past History on the Server
I was playing the server on and off for about 2 years and I was a pretty toxic person. I was pretty toxic with most of the Spanish community and all of the Polish community (just look at my last appeal for proof). I took the game pretty seriously which did make me become a very toxic person. I will admit that I said things that are very hurtful and I’m sorry for the things I have said. I was muted for a lot of things but my last straw was when I said “Suck my johnson '' to Ceeew. Me and him were pretty friendly with each other so I didn’t mean it in an insulting way and I did apologize to him after I was muted. I was muted for over a year and like I said before when I would talk trash it would carry over to DMs. The Polish community hated me so if they won a fight they would be in my DMs about it. Then I would clap back with a more hurtful insult which is why I got my final warning. I am sorry to Reto and Jachowski for the things I said and hope you can forgive me. It was not cool of the things I said and hope we can move forward.
My Toxicity
In this appeal (https://forums.lokamc.com/threads/recon_scout-realbigg-unmute-appeal.7467/) I blamed Ascended for my toxicity and I was wrong for saying it. I own up to the things I said and I am not proud of the things I have said. If I ever said anything hurtful to you I’m sorry. I was playing minecraft for about 4 years and have absorbed a lot of toxicity from several communities which formed me into a person that no one likes. To the people who didn’t like me I totally understand why you don’t like me but I hope you can give me a second chance. If you still don’t like/respect me I totally understand and I will try to prove that I have changed. I take 100% responsibility for my actions and I hope to move forward in a more positive way.
How have I Reformed
I have done a lot of reflecting on the actions I did and found them very stupid. When I got banned off loka I was still hanging in the Ascended discord and with Golm’s friend group. After a few weeks I stopped joining and started to play Valorant. I completely separated myself from everything because I can never change if I am still hanging in the community. After 1 month of not really joining Vcs I started to rejoin Ascended Vcs and that's really it. I didn't want to be in any other loka related discords and in fact left a lot of them. This really helped me shape into a better person and become less toxic. I realized sometimes the people around you can influence you in a way and on Loka I was always a toxic person and never tried to stop being toxic. Now I want to be a better person and stop stooping lower and lower on people. It isn’t a good thing and since I am now an adult I wanna be a more responsible person.
My Goal with this Appeal
I don’t think I should be unbanned yet because a lot of people will say this is too soon which I do agree with you on. I am hoping to make this become a Temp ban of 8 weeks or more depending on how the staff feel. I do believe that what I said was completely my fault and actions do have consequences, but I hope you are willing to give me a chance and for me to prove that I have changed as a person from what I used to be.
Conclusion
In conclusion, the things I said to ThePigGang were very inappropriate and unforgivable. I am sorry for the things I have said and if you don’t forgive me then I hope you can forgive me in the future. I am changing to become a better person everyday and if/when I get unbanned I hope I can really prove that I have changed as a person and player. If you read this whole thing I wish you could give an unbiased response for me. I hope you guys have a great day!
EDIT:
I made a response video to some of the -1s. I am not arguing any of them but just wanted to give my perspective on some of them. If you watch the video I hope you can get a fresh perspective in my shoes. To the people who do watch it. Thank you
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