Adrett
New Member
Dear Staff Team,
In 2020, I poured lava all over my town in a serious griefing incident. I reacted very poorly in retaliation against my town when my town's leadership gave TryH4rdd and Tqmen perms to kill me and kwevin in our room. I was very upset because I felt that my town leaders had done so because Tryh4rdd was a known player, and they cared more about pleasing him than the welfare of their own town members.
Anyway, I am not here to argue that what I did wasn't wrong. I am hoping to (1) open up and offer insight into my perspective of the ban and (2) show that I am not the person I was two years ago.
To begin, the actions taken by the Vexaay in 2020 my old self, were those of a fifteen year old. I am turning eighteen in November, and I have frankly been through a lot growth. I have also learned to walk away from such situations (that are bad) as I had encountered in 2020, and to exercise restraint and a far greater degree of self control.
When I evaded my ban in 2021, I just wanted to fight the best potpvpers in 1.9+, which I could not do elsewhere because the best pvpers are often on Loka instead of on prac servers. I did so out of a casual interest in pvp, and never participated in the actual LokaMC towny gamemode. I personally can see that I have underwent tremendous change in terms of maturity over the past two years, to the extent that I would not even consider myself the same person. I sincerely ask if the Loka community is willing to give me another chance to play on the server. My previous dying interest that had come about from being exiled for two years (which was well deserved) has been reignited by the arrival of my friends from 1.8 who have started to play on Loka. One of whom, Theme, was ironically recently unbanned for being me!
They're all new to the game, and I want to serve as a guide and mentor to them. I hope that with my influence, they’ll be able to climb the server’s learning curve and integrate into our community.
In summary, I am remorseful for the acts of griefing and ban evasion, and being unable to play on Loka for two years has really hammered home a deep sense of regret. I promise that if given another chance, such actions will not be seen on my part ever again. I am hoping you guys unban me as I just really wanna play again man, a lot of my friends play this server and even though I have ban evaded, I did it out of love for Minecraft and a love for Pvp. I understand it is the wrong thing to do now so I will no longer do such a thing.
In 2020, I poured lava all over my town in a serious griefing incident. I reacted very poorly in retaliation against my town when my town's leadership gave TryH4rdd and Tqmen perms to kill me and kwevin in our room. I was very upset because I felt that my town leaders had done so because Tryh4rdd was a known player, and they cared more about pleasing him than the welfare of their own town members.
Anyway, I am not here to argue that what I did wasn't wrong. I am hoping to (1) open up and offer insight into my perspective of the ban and (2) show that I am not the person I was two years ago.
To begin, the actions taken by the Vexaay in 2020 my old self, were those of a fifteen year old. I am turning eighteen in November, and I have frankly been through a lot growth. I have also learned to walk away from such situations (that are bad) as I had encountered in 2020, and to exercise restraint and a far greater degree of self control.
When I evaded my ban in 2021, I just wanted to fight the best potpvpers in 1.9+, which I could not do elsewhere because the best pvpers are often on Loka instead of on prac servers. I did so out of a casual interest in pvp, and never participated in the actual LokaMC towny gamemode. I personally can see that I have underwent tremendous change in terms of maturity over the past two years, to the extent that I would not even consider myself the same person. I sincerely ask if the Loka community is willing to give me another chance to play on the server. My previous dying interest that had come about from being exiled for two years (which was well deserved) has been reignited by the arrival of my friends from 1.8 who have started to play on Loka. One of whom, Theme, was ironically recently unbanned for being me!
They're all new to the game, and I want to serve as a guide and mentor to them. I hope that with my influence, they’ll be able to climb the server’s learning curve and integrate into our community.
In summary, I am remorseful for the acts of griefing and ban evasion, and being unable to play on Loka for two years has really hammered home a deep sense of regret. I promise that if given another chance, such actions will not be seen on my part ever again. I am hoping you guys unban me as I just really wanna play again man, a lot of my friends play this server and even though I have ban evaded, I did it out of love for Minecraft and a love for Pvp. I understand it is the wrong thing to do now so I will no longer do such a thing.
