bqnka
Member
Brief Back story.
May 7th 2023 1 day before the ban was placed, We were in Ascended VC like everyday playing loka like any other day, I was arguing with a player called RezzaOT, Who has a reputation for arguing with everyone, But I am close friends with him, so we usually argue for fun, well this time I was arguing with Rezza, and he brings up old stuff from a year ago, and Out of everyone laughing in the vc, I hear my friend 6rax start laughing, and I say "brax why are u even laughing" because 6rax doesn't really like arguing and gets offended really easily . So I start calling him out for it, He gets angry and starts siding with rezza, Now in the heat of the moment I quickly thought of something to say, but I realized that was gonna be the biggest mistake I could of made. I start saying "free brax's big pops up" and other stuff relating to his Father That could offend him and get him angry. He Then Bans me from the Discord, and that made me very irritated. I didn't say anything in chat yet, so I joined back the discord and he repeatedly kept banning me. So The Only way to get him mad was to type somewhere he has no power to stop me, public chat.
I say in chat:
MexicanMeatEater-"free brax big manz up"
"He may of robbed 50 banks but we #up"
From I remember, that's what I said in chat, and he got offended and he reported me for what I said (I don't blame him)
Now Later that day, As always, we forgot that ever happened and we continued having fun in Ascended Call.
Next day, On a Monday, I got back from School and did some IRL stuff, then hopped on the game, I saw the ban screen, and I knew instantly why I got banned
Tons of Dms from my friends saying I was banned
as well as they Dm'ed 6rax asking why he reported me when we were all friends.
even though, 6rax tried denying it at first, He did report me for it and felt bad afterwards, I did not wanna GASLIGHT HIM so I told him it was okay that he reported me, and he forgave me for talking about his dad. So We Were Still Very Close even after he Reported me, But I know my Appeal would get denied if I instantly make a appeal. So I decided, Instead of looking at the ban like a punishment, I would look it like a Chance. A Chance to Reform Myself entirely. So I don't make that mistake again.
The Appeal
I would quickly like to Apologize for brax once more, for speaking about his Father Figure, knowing He was sensitive about that information. I felt like the Ban was a Chance for me to reform my self entirely. so IF Im able to ever come back to Loka, I will be a less Toxic, and all around better player to play with. Now I wont lie in my appeal, but Yes The first week or 2 were very hard, seeing my friends play while I had to sit in vc watching screenshares and watch them have fun, I already missed it, but I had to keep the mindset that I deserved it, and I needed to learn that what I said, cant be taken back, no matter how Much I apologize. I wanted to truly make myself a better person, this is a start, I thought about alting, but I knew if I did, It would make it worse for me and then i could never have the same fun I had.
I would like to apologize for people Who Play Actively, as well as people who didn't deserve the hate I gave them.
People Like Toaster , Darhki, Grippier, Dmacest, ughSizzle. and a lot more players that I didn't like, I decided to Befriend Them, It turned out they are very nice people and really fun to talk to, and I hope they feel the same way about me, and think I have changed for the better. Now, I cant friend everyone who I was toxic too, I understand that, But I am willingly to do everything in my power, to At least change the way they think about me. I don't want people thinking I'm the same person I was 2 and a half months Ago.
In Conclusion
I also know 2 and a half months is a very short time, but I have really made progress. Im not saying Im 100% Reformed but I have made a great change in myself and I am Proud of myself for Doing so, Even if this Appeal gets denied, I will still continue to Make myself better, as well as make New Friends who Hated me before.
Thank You So Much For Taking the Time To Read my appeal, again, To the personal Apology to 6rax. I'm Sorry. and To Everyone else who I harassed and was toxic too, I apologize. And I accept full responsibly for all my actions.
I hope to play Loka again with my friends, and maybe you admins see that I've changed too.
And Im not aiming for a unban, Im hoping for a reduced so I can have even more time to improve myself.
- Bonka.
I have attached a Video of Bonkas screenshots over the months of Playing Loka.
Watch it if You would like
https://youtu.be/0_kFg2kuxoI
May 7th 2023 1 day before the ban was placed, We were in Ascended VC like everyday playing loka like any other day, I was arguing with a player called RezzaOT, Who has a reputation for arguing with everyone, But I am close friends with him, so we usually argue for fun, well this time I was arguing with Rezza, and he brings up old stuff from a year ago, and Out of everyone laughing in the vc, I hear my friend 6rax start laughing, and I say "brax why are u even laughing" because 6rax doesn't really like arguing and gets offended really easily . So I start calling him out for it, He gets angry and starts siding with rezza, Now in the heat of the moment I quickly thought of something to say, but I realized that was gonna be the biggest mistake I could of made. I start saying "free brax's big pops up" and other stuff relating to his Father That could offend him and get him angry. He Then Bans me from the Discord, and that made me very irritated. I didn't say anything in chat yet, so I joined back the discord and he repeatedly kept banning me. So The Only way to get him mad was to type somewhere he has no power to stop me, public chat.
I say in chat:
MexicanMeatEater-"free brax big manz up"
"He may of robbed 50 banks but we #up"
From I remember, that's what I said in chat, and he got offended and he reported me for what I said (I don't blame him)
Now Later that day, As always, we forgot that ever happened and we continued having fun in Ascended Call.
Next day, On a Monday, I got back from School and did some IRL stuff, then hopped on the game, I saw the ban screen, and I knew instantly why I got banned
Tons of Dms from my friends saying I was banned
as well as they Dm'ed 6rax asking why he reported me when we were all friends.
even though, 6rax tried denying it at first, He did report me for it and felt bad afterwards, I did not wanna GASLIGHT HIM so I told him it was okay that he reported me, and he forgave me for talking about his dad. So We Were Still Very Close even after he Reported me, But I know my Appeal would get denied if I instantly make a appeal. So I decided, Instead of looking at the ban like a punishment, I would look it like a Chance. A Chance to Reform Myself entirely. So I don't make that mistake again.
The Appeal
I would quickly like to Apologize for brax once more, for speaking about his Father Figure, knowing He was sensitive about that information. I felt like the Ban was a Chance for me to reform my self entirely. so IF Im able to ever come back to Loka, I will be a less Toxic, and all around better player to play with. Now I wont lie in my appeal, but Yes The first week or 2 were very hard, seeing my friends play while I had to sit in vc watching screenshares and watch them have fun, I already missed it, but I had to keep the mindset that I deserved it, and I needed to learn that what I said, cant be taken back, no matter how Much I apologize. I wanted to truly make myself a better person, this is a start, I thought about alting, but I knew if I did, It would make it worse for me and then i could never have the same fun I had.
I would like to apologize for people Who Play Actively, as well as people who didn't deserve the hate I gave them.
People Like Toaster , Darhki, Grippier, Dmacest, ughSizzle. and a lot more players that I didn't like, I decided to Befriend Them, It turned out they are very nice people and really fun to talk to, and I hope they feel the same way about me, and think I have changed for the better. Now, I cant friend everyone who I was toxic too, I understand that, But I am willingly to do everything in my power, to At least change the way they think about me. I don't want people thinking I'm the same person I was 2 and a half months Ago.
In Conclusion
I also know 2 and a half months is a very short time, but I have really made progress. Im not saying Im 100% Reformed but I have made a great change in myself and I am Proud of myself for Doing so, Even if this Appeal gets denied, I will still continue to Make myself better, as well as make New Friends who Hated me before.
Thank You So Much For Taking the Time To Read my appeal, again, To the personal Apology to 6rax. I'm Sorry. and To Everyone else who I harassed and was toxic too, I apologize. And I accept full responsibly for all my actions.
I hope to play Loka again with my friends, and maybe you admins see that I've changed too.
And Im not aiming for a unban, Im hoping for a reduced so I can have even more time to improve myself.
- Bonka.
I have attached a Video of Bonkas screenshots over the months of Playing Loka.
Watch it if You would like
https://youtu.be/0_kFg2kuxoI
